I'm In Love With HIM

Chapter 29: The Confrontation and Confirmation

BLUE

I arrived at my floor dumbfounded. My head is somehow full of different thoughts. I don’t know what to think first. I don’t know what to do first. I don’t know what to solve first.

What I saw earlier just made my hunch about Valeriano and Mr. Gray even stronger, but there’s still a question that kept on running in my head. Is it enough for me to confirm my hunch?

I can’t close yet my mind for another possibility. What if there’s another thing behind it? If there’s any, it can be whether: shallower than my hunch or even deeper than it.

As I arrived at a room where a number “413” was pasted on it’s door, I opened it with the key that I am holding. As soon as the door swung open, I quickly walked towards my bed. I dropped my bag on the floor and tiredly lied on this comfy bed beside me.

I straightly looked at the white ceiling, locking my eyes into it. I’m so tired right now, mentally and physically. I don’t even know what to do right now. We still have 3 remaining subjects to be taken tomorrow. Do I have to study for it?

I got up from bed and took off my coat and tie. I loosened up the buttons of my white long sleeves and pulled it’s cuffs up to my elbow. I went to the bathroom and washed my face.

After patting my wet face with a face towel, I stared at my reflection on the mirror with my lackluster eyes. Will it become expressive again? Or it will remain forever? I don’t know. As long as these problems won’t be solve, I will still wear this kind of eyes of mine.

IVAN

I don’t know what to feel right now. Do I have to be jealous? Do I have to punch Blue for letting that f*cking girl hug him? Don’t he really have good feelings for me?

What if I’ll kiss him again? In that way, I can teach him how to love me. I was about to open the door of his room when I realized something.

Is it a good idea? What if he will throw me a big blow of punch first before I can kiss him? No. This is really a bad idea.

I slowly twisted the doorknob and opened the door. I saw him standing, facing in front of his closet. His half-naked body greeted me from my position. Who would have thought that he will welcome me with this hot view?

Just the rearview of his naked body can make you sweat. His built biceps is enough to make your jaw drop. His broad shoulders and deep spinal line is enough to make my mouth dry out of saliva. I wondered how I called him weak and skinny shit before.

“What a hot view. It burnt my eyes,” I uttered as I locked the door. I placed my bag on the couch and took off my coat.

“Why you’re here?” he asked, somehow pissed.

Galit na naman? Pwede bang batiin naman niya ako nang maayos? Ako nga ang dapat magalit sa kanya eh. I will surely mess that girl’s life once I saw her again.

“I just want to visit my future boyfr—”

“Can you stop playing that Mr. Gray? Actually, I’m tired of playing your games!” he shouted, throwing me the shirt that he held earlier. Siguro, isusuot sana niya ito.

What is he saying again? I’m not playing a game with him and for sure, I am not playing with him. Akala ko ba malinaw na sa kanya ang lahat? Ano na naman bang iniisip nito?