Uncontrollable Obsession

Kapitulo 26

Attention

Maybe before I makedo what I'm planning, I'll study the ins and outs of this place first so that when the day of my escape comes, I won't be confused about where to go.  No hindrance will get in my way as I escape.

"Stop it, Zekeil! Someone might see what you're doing."

I gritted my teeth. Hindi na nga niya binitiwan ang kamay ko, nagawa niya pa akong singhutan sa leeg nang lumiko kami sa pasilyo. He's too clingy today.

My eyes were like detective as I scanned the whole area of that floor. A breath of relief was released when I saw nothin'. I heard him chuckles so I had to gave him a rough look.

"I  only care about you so I don't really mind."

I showed him my uninterested looks despite the butterflies in my stomach whirring. "Well, I care myself too, so I do mind."

Tumitig lang siya ngunit mayamaya lang ay nagsalita ulit.

"Let's not waste our time this time, 'Ga."

Habang abala siya para sa kalandian, lumilipad naman ang isip ko.

I need days but... I think it's too much. I want specific. I don't want to repeat my disappointment for not giving an exact schedule. I know, I'm not done with the planning yet, but if it's still not progressing, then it means I've failed already. So I think it's really better to give exact days and I'm thinking it should be happen for three days from now on. And within those days, I must have done a lot including mastering the route I was going to escape. Sandali akong natigilan sa nakita. So... there are guards guarding on every corner. Then, I should avoid those places and find a safest way to escape.

If it's possible I'll get the blueprint of the whole company, and maybe...  map of this island too, so that I don't have too much trouble looking for routes. Bakit nito lang iyon sumagi sa isip ko? I shook my head when I realized that I had wasted my chance then. This time should be a successful plan.

Isang hagod kong tingin sa guwardiya na nakatuka sa tabi ng pinto, natanto kong nagmukha pala akong bantay sa mansyon sa ginagawang pagmamasid noon. Nakikita ko ang sarili sa taga-bantay. I didn't do anything other than that so days were just wasted. I even let them play with me. Anyway, hindi pa kasi ako noon buo sa pinaplano. It was all my what if.

Iniwas ko ang paningin sa isang bantay na nakahuli sa akin na nakatingin sa gawi ng katrabaho niya. 'Di ko namalayang napatagal ang tingin ko sa lalaking iyon. Sinulyapan ko nalang si Zekeil para sana tingnan kung ano ang ginagawa niya pero nakita kong tahimik at kanina pa yata ako nitong pinanood. His intensed looks were telling that I should focus on him and not to someone else. Binalik ko sa unahan ang paningin nang wala naman siyang sinabi.

I heard his heavy breathing. I can feel that he's trying not to create things that's so displeasure because he knows that I'm here beside him, and any time I can witness it, that's why he's weighing his uncontrolled patience. I don't mind it, though, as long as it won't harm me. Mas abala ang isipan ko sa paglalakbay kaya wala akong oras para sa kaniya.

"We will have our first date this lunch, huh."

Nakalagay naman siguro ang blueprint at mapa sa kaniyang opisina. Pero saang opisina? 'Di bale, kung wala sa opisina niya rito sa kompaniya, baka nandoon sa bahay. Paano kung naroon sa library? O kuwarto? Puwede ring sa mini-office niya.

"Lunch date is coming."

Very great! I needed to work in a hard way this time.

Tumikhim ako nang segundo muna ang lumipas bago ko naintindihan ang sinabi niya.