Little Moon (Completed)

Chapter Sixteen (Edited)

A/N

Trigger warning! This chapter wil have suicidal thoughts and bodily harm. (No not cutting or attempt to kill oneself) 

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Fleetwood's POV

Lilly drags me out of the cell and locks the cell door. I follow her up the stairs, livid that she did this. I could feel her pain! Her thirst! Her fear that she would hurt someone! I snarl as I see everyone I trusted with my mate's life. The one's that helped me raise her! The one's that I trusted with the very thing that made this world worth living for! 

They flinch from my anger and I see Kai hidden behind my twin brothers. Of course he would volunteer to help her control her thirst. 

"She did well. Better than I thought she would do. I was scared out of my mind though." Kai admits, speaking first in this tense room. Lilly slumps her shoulders, getting rid of her angry persona. 

"She thinks I'm mad at her. It just took us so long to be able to live like this and we never thought to even make sure she knew the dangers of that. We thought she wouldn't have a problem with her vampire side, and now she probably lost the trust of everyone. We only won that war because they decided it would be better for all of us because she was the future. We failed her." Lilly says, choking back a tearless sob. 

Dylan holds Lilly in his arms, rubbing her back gently. "We didn't fail her, Lilly. She just slipped up like we all did. Her vampire side just got a little to much in control of her, and we'll have to work on that with her." He consoles her, glaring at the wall behind Lilly. 

"What the hell was that? Do you know how much I want to kill all of you? You pushed her through too much in one day! It's her first day! Of course she was going to reject any and all human contact! I promised her uncles and cousins I would help her accept this part of herself, because that would be the easiest way to control it! You're using force!" I explode, fiery anger running through my veins. They take a few steps back from me. 

"Brother, you need to calm down. If we do it this way, we teach her discipline. We can work on her accepting this part of her after that." Jack says, his booming voice filling the room. I growl, pacing the floor. 

"She won't accept this part of her after using force! This could make her vampire side stronger than the rest and that can kill her! She has to be in utter control and perfect balance between them all! We do the best we can, and finding new species isn't helping! There are so many new species coming out this year, that I can't keep up with it all!" I yell. I storm outside, seeing the werewolves in training. I quickly join them, needing the brutal force I can use. 

My family follows me outside, sighing as they see me practically destroying our guards. "Fleetwood, we can't watch her not knowing how to control this bloodlust. She can die either way. We can always make the rest of her stronger as well afterwards, but if she doesn't know how to control this, she can end up going rogue or worse. Going on a killing spree for blood. I already pulled her out of school, and locked Warrior up in her room. Any blood source can make her crack." Lilly calls to me. I speed over to her, slamming her against a tree with speed I haven't used in years. 

"Don't you dare remind me that she's too fragile! I know that one screw up can make her die! She feels bad enough for making everyone terrified of her, and she's horrified by herself! She accepts us, but she can't accept herself! It's easy for me to keep myself in balance, but she has every fucking bloodline in her! She can't control anything! Yet, you're using force to control one thing! Accepting herself is the best way to control herself!" I snarl in her face. Dylan throws me off her, slamming me onto the ground.