Love Sucks - The Vampire Diaries - Damon Salvatore

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Tyler and I sat on my bed eating popcorn and watching crappy chick flicks. It was just what I needed after the passed few days. Especially this morning with Damon.

Tyler had been amazing, like I had always been a part of this group. He text me every day to see how I was, asked if I ever needed anything, just always there for me. No, I don't see him as a potential boyfriend... just a best friend. Besides, even if I did, I don't think I would anyway. Caroline obviously still has the hots for him.

"I'm gonna get some water." I jumped out the bed and made my way downstairs and into the kitchen where I found Damon, "hey, what you doing?" He was just sitting there at the table, not doing anything.

"Thought you and Stefan were having date night?" Damon spat out, leaning back on his chair.

I poured a glass of water before turning round to answer him, "Stefan hasn't come out his room." I jumped up and sat on this side, "so Tyler joined me instead."

"Tyler." Damon sighed.

"Yes. Tyler. My friend." I said rather annoyed at him. Why was he getting all pissy at me!?

"Is that what you call them these days" he huffed, pushing his chair out from under him and storming out the kitchen.

"Damon what the hell!?" I shouted after him, jumping off the side and following him out.

Damon turned round suddenly making me jump and nearly bump right into him, "Why is Tyler up there instead of me?"

"What?" I was confused. I've been confused a lot since coming here...

"Why isn't it me? Why is it complicated?" Damon asked, backing me against the wall, "What is so complicated that you can't just tell me how you feel?" His voice got angrier and louder.

I wasn't sure what to say. I didn't want to tell him the reason, I was too embarrassed.

"Olivia why won't you just tell me what the hell is going on!? You seem pretty into it and then suddenly you -"

"Because I'm a virgin ok!" I blurted out without really thinking.

He stood there, completely dumbfounded. "Not what I was expecting." He backed away slowly, giving me a bit of breathing space.

"You make a crazy. Good crazy. My mind spins and I feel things that I've never felt before." I took a few breaths and looked straight at Damon. "I want to give myself completely and then..." I look him up and down as my heart beats faster.

The chime of Damon's phone interrupted me, again, and it took him a few extra seconds to look at it. But when he did, everything came crashing down, "It's Elena. I need to go."

"Of course." I sighed, "What Elena wants, Elena gets right?" I spat out, rolling my eyes and walking away.

"What do you mean by that?" Damon grabbed my arm and pulled me back into him.

I stopped myself crashing into him by putting my hands up, but that just made me feel his chest. Not helping the matter at all. His breathing was jaggered, like mine.

"Elena says jump, you ask how high. I don't know why I'm bothering." I managed to wrangle myself out of his grip and continuing on my path to the front door.

Damon grabbed me again before I got too far away and spun me round, falling into his chest again, "this is why you bother." He whispered before his lips came crashing down on to mine.

Everything melted away. All the anger, all the hate, was just gone. Replaced by the feeling of calm and serenity. Damon's hands travelled round to my back, one going up and grabbing behind my head pushing my head closer deepening the kiss, the other down and pushing my body into his so I could feel every inch of him. Those feelings were back; I just needed him and only him in that moment. But we were interrupted by the phone yet again.

I pushed away, leaning my forehead against Damon's as he checked his phone, "Elena I take it." I panted. But he didn't reply, "I can't do this." I moved completely away from him and ran out the front door into the woods.

It's always Elena. Why is is ALWAYS ELENA!? No matter who or where or what, it's always damn pretty perfect Elena!!!

I finally stopped to catch my breath. The night was drawing close and the air was cold, but I could hardly feel it thanks to the adrenaline pumping through my veins.

A twig snapped in the distance, "Damon just leave me alone, ok? I need some time." I shouted out, but no one replied. "Damon?"

Another crunch behind me and what looked to be someone in the corner of my eye. But when I looked over no one was there. I could feel eyes on me somewhere I just couldn't pin point where. I turned my head back to look straight but before I could do anything, something hit me on the side of my head and I fell down, cracking my head on a stump near by.