Love Sucks - The Vampire Diaries - Damon Salvatore

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Stefan walked in about half hour later, "Damon asked me to check on you. He's just...busy." He came in and leaned against my desk. I had sat at my desk and flipped through journals and other things out of the boxes from my uncles.

"He confuses me." I said not looking at Stefan but looking down at the desk. "I don't know how I feel around him. I saw what he did to that vampire and it literally made me sick."

"Sometimes it's necessary." Stefan sighed, him even not believing what he's saying.

"It's not though. Caroline's feisty, she would have worked it out." I got up and wandered round the room. "I just don't get it!" I started to panic at my feelings towards Damon; I had no clue how I felt! I was certain about it a few days ago. But watching him do that, seeing him rip another vampires heart out... when he raised his voice... I was scared of him. And I shouldn't be. I knew that, but for some reason my head was not listening to my heart. My head kept telling me to run, to leave and never look back. But my heart, wow my heart. That saw the true Damon, the one that isn't like my father at all... or was he? I just didn't know any more.

My heart thumped and my breathing became jaggered as the panic attack crept up on me. Stefan got up and walked over to me, taking my hands in his and keeping me still, "Stop. Breath Olivia."

I took a deep breath in and slowly let it out. I looked up to Stefan and into his beautiful eyes, "why Damon? Why not you?" I said without thinking. Stefan frowned as I spoke, "you're good, and try to do good. I'm more than sure you'd make sure I'm ok all the time and wouldn't shout and -"

I was cut off by Stefan crashing his lips onto mine. His hands snaked round my hips and pulled me close, right against his body. My hands reached round his neck and deepened the kiss. Stefan moved his hands down and grabbed my thighs, picking me up and I wrapped my legs round his hips as he moved towards my bed and lay me down. Stefan leaned down on top of me and moved his lips away from mine, leaving soft kisses across my jaw and down neck.

I moaned at his touch. His fingers gently carressed up my thighs and hips, moving under my top and touching my bare skin making the hairs stand on end and electricity shoot though every inch of my body. I leaned my head back, pushing my body into his as he moved back up my neck and to my lips. Reaching behidn his neck again, I pulled him closer and his body pressed against mine.

I was unsure what brought it on, but suddenly Damons face appeared in my head. My eyes shot open and I pushed Stefan gently away from me. He looked down at me confused, searching my face for the answer, "Sorry. I just thought...Damon.."

Stefan sighed and rolled off me, lying next to me as we both looked up to the ceiling. "Guess you better work out if you still want him first."

"Yeah. I think I best do. It's only fair" I whispered, unable to believe that I just pushed Stefan Salvatore off me! "But that's what I mean." I turned my head to look at him, "Good. You could've said that you didn't care, that it's what we both want, to sod Damon and think about myself. But you didn't."

"Yeah. Some will call it good, others may call it idiotic" he smirked looking my way too.

I smiled and laughed along with him. "It's good. It's always good."