Love Sucks - The Vampire Diaries - Damon Salvatore

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"So.... I heard." Stefan half smiled, that way that you want to feel sorry and compassionate for the other person but your kind of happy about it? Yeah, you know the one.

"Yay for bat hearing" I breathed out sarcastically and rolled my eyes. "You sure vampires don't turn into bats?"

"I haven't found a way yet. So I'm gonna go with, pretty sure. But can't rule anything out."

I sat on the bed and Stefan joined me. We sat in silence for quite a while. Neither of us saying anything. All I could think about was Damon. How he was, if he was ok, what would he be thinking right now....

I heard a door slam and stamping down the stairs before Stefan spoke, "Damon's left in a  huff."

"Sounds about right." I sighed and lay back. "It's like my head and my heart are fighting over this; a battle to the death."

"Who's winning?"

"I'm not sure."

"Can I try get your mind off it?"

I nodded and suddenly Stefan was on top of me, pinning my arms above my head, and pinning my waist to the bed with his hips. His lips pushed against mine as he leaned down, roughly kissing me. It was filled with hunger and lust. He moved down, leaving kisses across my jaw, neck and collarbone. I could feel his teeth gently nipping between each kiss, and that did...still did...turn me on. So I can cross that off Christies turns ons and pop it on as one of mine.

Stefans hand caressed my thigh and running his hand underneath my shirt, touching my bare skin. It sent shock waves through my body, heating everything up and making the hairs stand on end. His touch was ever so light but it made me feel as if he was touching every inch at the same time. He lifted my shirt over my head, breaking his lips away from the kiss to remove my shirt and going right back to kissing my neck once it was out the way.

He stood up and started removing his clothes. I sat up on the edge and watched him undress in front of me. As he lifted his shirt, I started counting the abs as they came on show, following the hem up and over his head. He smirked down at me as I bit my lip and smirked back. Stefan leaned down and kissed me passionatly, taking my head in both hands making sure I didnt go anywhere, but my hands were free to wander. I placed them on his thighs before moving them up and over to the buckle on his belt, trying to undo it  without looking.

This was it. This new found confidence shot through me, making me feel like I could do anything. And I was. I unbuckled his belt and started to get to work on the button and zip when he stood up straight, looking down at me again. As I got to work, I looked up at him. Our eyes never broke away from eachother; it was the hottest and most intense feeling I had ever had. I just can't explain it; the look in his eyes, the passion, the desire, all felt in that look as I tried to free him from the jeans. I licked my lips as I gently pulled his jeans down, still not breaking eye contact. I left them at his ankles, falling to my knees in front of him, and stroking back up his legs towards his underwear. I felt his legs twitch underneath my touch as I reached the band looping my fingers over and pulling them down to the same place as his jeans. And there he was, pretty much at eye level when I looked back up.

I started to panic; what if I'm no good? What do I....? How do I....? Do I just go for it? Or ask permission? Who asks permission when they're already looking right at it!? What the hell was I thinking? I'm panicking. Oh God. Here we go.

I took a deep breath in and blinked back to look Stefan in the eye, trying to not focus on ... you know. My heart pounded as I thought about what to do next. I took him in my hand and wondered if i should just go for it, or tease.... You dont even know how to tease! Just go for it!

I licked my lips and slowly lowered my head, opening my mouth and bringing my tougne out a little so he slid in easier. Stefan reached round the back of my head, grabbing my hair slightly and gently pushing, nudging me on what to do. Soft moans fell from Stefans mouth as I worked out what he liked, and what to do. I could feel him twitch and his hips gently move, trying to go deeper but restraining himself. 

Stefan couldn't take it any longer; he grabbed my shoulders and gently pulled me away from him before throwing me backwards onto the bed. Before I even touched back on the bed, he had grabbed my shorts and pants, throwing them off me and across the room. He hovered on top of my again, his eyes searching my face for something, or just taking it all in... like I was. Here was Stefan Salvatore, naked and on top of me. This amazing man was with me. I couldn't believe how lucky I was.

He leaned down, his lips pressed against mine. I felt his tongue lick my bottom lip ever so slightly asking for permission to enter. I obliged and parted my lips, allowing him to enter. What I didn't know, what I was too busy to notice, was something else had entered me. My body reacted as soon as his hips pressed into mine; my back arched and my hands grabbed the sheets underneath us. Stefan wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me up, switching positions with me, so I straddled him and he sat. This position gave me a new feeling, an intense feeling. He kept one arm wrapped around my hips, helping me move to his body, while the other reached behind my neck and pulled my body closer, our foreheads leaning against each other's as our breathing hitched and I could feel the knot form in the pit of my stomach.

I grabbed hold of Stefans shoulders, steadying myself and waiting for my release. My heart pounded, the knot got tighter, heat rose throughout my body. Stefan kept kissing my neck and leaving bigger bites, sucking gently as he went. It didn't scare me that he may feed; I knew he wouldn't. That wasn't Stefan. But was it Damon?

"Stefan..." I panted, but I couldn't finish whatever I was going to say.... I'm not sure why I said his name in fairness. It just felt right. As soon as his name left my lips, the knot came undone, exploded, inside me. The heat rose from my core to my head and down to my toes, staying there for a few seconds before slowly fading. Stefan grabbed my hips hard before moaning himself and collapsing his head onto my shoulder.  I leaned my head onto his and we stayed like that for a minute, only moving when Stefan gently picked me up and lay me down on the bed, lifting the covers over the two of us.

We both lay there in silence, cuddled up to each other. "you have no idea how long I've wanted to do that." Stefan panted.

I thought back to when he got inside my head, "I think I could hazard a guess..."