Past Cried Out

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It was an unimaginable tragedy
That gets the best of me
A secret that no one knows
As I lived on and let the time flows

I was young back then
Totally unguarded around men
Failed to protect myself.
Explored like a book on a bookshelf

A nightmare I couldn't forget
Around them, I always fret
My sanity almost left me
Thank God he heard my plea

I look back on that day
Still wanting them to pay
I want to get even
For what they ruined

Such a shame I don't have a voice
The predators, rejoice.
With a huge smile and laugh
Forgot that there's a life they f**k

I asked God for their forgiveness
But my soul shows restiveness
I am no saint to forgive
I can't be happy while they live

The evil already resides in me
And I will never be set free
I cannot undo my past
The life they ruined because of lust

I hope they get caught
Even death is not enough
At least they suffered
That's what really matters

I'm tired of pretending
This nightmare has no ending
I hope they will be hunt down
Their conscience will follow them around.

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