NCT's Baby Boy| 24th member ~ Lai Yu-han

"I'M A HOMOSEXUAL CHILD"

Trigger Warning: JongHyun will be included in this chapter, so please skip if you get easily triggered by him.

"Baby are you okay?" Yu-Yu nodded his head still in his trace. The young child hadn't really been able to focus on himself lately, because there was this one thought on his mind. Yu-Yu had suddenly realized that he was attracted to boys.

He didn't think it was okay to be attracted to the same gender due to social norms in Korea. He has nothing against the community it's just that it's looked down in Korea. Yu-Yu deep down on the inside knew that he was gay.

Yu-Yu had tried to change himself to like the opposite gender, but he felt horrible about himself and couldn't continue on pretending to like girls. After some time, Yu-Yu learned to accept that he was a homosexual child.

He finally accepted it himself, but he was worried about what the members would think. Therefore, he's been in his trace for a quite bit, which caused Haechan to worry about him. Yu-Yu finally snapped out of his trace. The child got up and walked out of the practice room.

He walked to the bathroom and quickly washed his face. Yu-Yu stared at himself in the mirror. He thought as he looked as his reflection, "If they kick you out of the group, it's okay because you'll pick yourself up, bubba."

After some time in the bathroom, Yu-Yu walked back into the practice rom. Yu-Yu sat back down in the chair. Yu-Yu made the decision to come out tonight to the members during dinner. Yu-Yu looked up and noticed the members were smiling at him and talking to one another.

Yu-Yu blurted out of nervousness, "I HAVE TO TELL YOU GUYS SOMETHING TONIGHT!" Sungchan smiled up at the younger. WinWin nodded his head, "Okay. We'll be all ears at dinner. Whatever you have to tell us just know that we'll always love you."

Yu-Yu ran over and gave WinWin a hug. The others jokingly shouted, "YAH! I WANT HUGS FROM
YU-YU. NO FAIR!!!" Yu-Yu spent the next hour and half giving the members hugs before he could sit back down. Once Hendery noticed that the child was sitting alone, he approached the younger.

Hendery softly massaged Yu-Yu's shoulder, while whispering, "No matter what you say tonight, you'll always have our support. Please don't stress out. It hurts me to see you all stressed and in a shaky state. Baby please remember that you'll always have our 100% support on anything.

Yu-Yu responded, "Thank you, Gege. Hearing that come from you really helped my nerves and anxiety calm down." Hendery shook his head and kissed
Yu-Yu's forehead. Yu-Yu quietly asked the members, "Can I go to the cemetery and the Han River? I promise I'll be back in time for dinner."

Shotaro shot Yu-Yu a concerning look. The other members shot Shotaro the 'I'll tell you later' look. Doyoung replied to Yu-Yu's question, "Of course! Make sure you bring your coat with you. Take all the time you need there. We understand."

Yu-Yu thanked the members before rushing out of the company.

Yu-Yu ran to the cemetery. He ran as fast as he could, since he wanted to visit someone who genuinely made an impact on his life. Yu-Yu had made a promise to himself that he would come out first to the one person who cared for him.

Yu-Yu ran into the cemetery and looked around until he found the gravestone.

He sat down near the grave and nearly touched it. The child missed this person's naturing touch.
Yu-Yu read the grave over and over, "Kim Jonghyun".