NCT's Baby Boy| 24th member ~ Lai Yu-han

"I give up"

Warning:
Sucidal thoughts, Profanity, and Psychological triggers

{I wanted to bring attention to the negative/cons of the entertainment world. The media doesn't really show the negative side to kpop and the entertainment world in general. You'll most likely see only positive things, but you'll only hear the negative information when it's already too late. Suicide isn't really brought to attention until it has already occurred. I wanted to bring awareness to this issue. There are people out there who hate others for no reason. I don't know how you can sleep at night knowing that you told someone to go kill themselves. How can you function after that? Imagine feeling so alone and lost, and hearing someone saying that to you on a daily. You're bound to break and lose it if you were the one being hated on. The hate that many anti's give off is extremely disrespectful, disgusting, heartless, and toxic. I get it if you don't like a group or an idol, but you have no right to tell them to kill themselves or to do such harmful things. The entertainment world tries to stay away from this topic and issue, because they're worried about people finding out the truth. The truth that the idol world isn't as perfect as it seems. In this chapter, I made Yu-Yu go through a bit of what the hate is like. If this chapter is too difficult for you to read, then imagine how even more difficult it is for those idols. In reality most of the time there's no happy ending for people and idols in this type of situation. I don't like ended my chapters off with a sad ending. I chose a happy ending for Yu-Yu, but please remember that many people can't have happy ending in a scenario like this.  Please be mindful of what you say to others. If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here for you. You can personally message me on here or on my Instagram if you ever need someone to talk to.}

V~Live

Yu-Yu's Perspective~

"Annyeonghaseyo" the young idol greeted the viewers. A few fans greeted back, but many did quite the opposite. About ten minutes into the V~Live, Yu-Yu looked up at the comments to see what people were commenting.

"Where's Taeil?"

"Where's Yuta?"

"What's Taeyong and Mark doing?"

"Ewwww... why are you on here?"

"Tell Jungwoo I love him"

"Go kill yourself"

"Go jump off a bridge"

"You're so fucking ugly. I don't really see how you got into the group."

"Ot21 forever"

Yu-Yu was already having a rough day and these comments were not helping at all. The choreographer yelled at him earlier in the day. He kept having neck pain throughout practice. Even though, he was having a rough day, he wanted to make sure that many of the fans were having a better day.

As the young child read the comments, he felt a pain in his chest. At that moment all he wanted to do was curl up into a ball and cry his little heart out.
He didn't instead he tried to act like the comments didn't affect him.

Yu-Yu's Perspective~

Today's been horrible, I don't think it can get any worse. I greeted the viewers. I asked them about their day. "How's everyone today?" I looked down at the comments all I could see were comments asking about the other members.