Bad Things (Hinata Shoyo Ambm)

Chapter Ten

Hinata's Pov
"Alright I'm being serious you brats, we haven't had too much of a real game in a while, it's been just practice matches. I don't want any fights, I just want everyone focused." Keeping my hand pressed firmly on the side of my head.

I let my eyes follow the movements of coach Ukai and  Sensei as they were pointing at different things in the white boards explaining the little matches we were gonna do. It usually was easier for me to focus but I was way too high for this. Maybe it wasn't a good idea smoking again.

"Yeah that means you Hinata." Tsukishima snickered out at me. I rolled my eyes deeply.

"Like I care please I'm not in the mood today." I muttered rubbing at my forehead. Whenever I came high to practice it was ruined by Sugawara smothering me, and Kageyama yelling. Just everything seemed to irritate me lately.

"Alright gather your stuff up." I stood up right away blinking my eyes running my hands through my hair a little I stumbled slightly and snickered but I walked past Daichi.

"Daichi.... I think Hinata is on something." I bumped into Yamaguchi who squeaked looking at me.

"Oh Hinata! You scared me are you alright?" He asked me staring at me. 

"You smell like waffles." I snickered snorting quietly.

"Calum makes good waffles." I muttered ruffling up his hair, I walked over to my bag to grab my phone messaging Calum a bit. He was stuck doing his exams making them up since he missed them.

My One and Only💖
I miss you, and your cuddles.

I made a soft face. "Makes my heart go boom and bow." I snickered but jolted.

"Hey Hinata! Can you come here." I looked over at Daichi tossing my phone back into my bag heading over towards him.

"Yes Daichi?" I questioned rubbing at the bridge of my nose.

"Hinata look at me." Sugawara demanded gripping at my face he stared at me "Your eyes are red... Hinata are you high?" He hissed out.

"What no." I said back quite quickly.

"Hinata marijuana is illegal here you know that, what the hell." Daichi snapped at me.

"I'm not high." I stated much slower this time.

"You smell like it what do you mean!" Sugawara yelled at me.  "I told you to stay away from him! Now look at you, he's messing you up Hinata and you can't even see it! You don't play to your fullest, you're always angry at everyone when we just want what's best for you. " I groaned holding my temple.

"Who Calum? Is he the one supplying you this stuff Hinata? It's dangrous." God both their voices were bouncing around back and forth so fast and growing louder.

"He's not that much older then me.. He didn't force me... No no I love him I made the choice." I found myself whispering, it seemed like all these voices were getting louder around me.

"No! I love him!" I shouted quickly over the two making them grow silence. "I love him okay... And I would do anything for him you guys don't see him like I do... You guys don't know him like I do." I breathed out sadly.

"Hinata... Is he worth it to change yourself?" I was startled by Nishinoya's voice. I spun around to gaze at him deeply.

"I haven't changed.." I shook my head a couple times.

"He's all I have and the only one who understands me and I wish I could trust you guys, I wish you guys knew how it felt but you don't sadly." I muttered sighing.

"I can do this... I can handle this." I heard Kageyama scoff out deeply grabbing me by my shirt staring at me deeply.

"At this rate Hinata you'll end up dead... Your body can't handle the drugs you are doing... What are you doing?" He demanded to me his eyes narrowing a bit.

"Guys come on Coach Ukai said not to fight or he would bench people out." I heard Asahi demand out sternly.

"Wouldn't you like to know." I grumbled but he then just yelled out.

"Hinata I'm not playing these games with you! The whole team is being brought down because of your reckless actions you use to love fucking Volleyball! Now I'm not gonna ask again... What the hell does he have you taking?" Kageyama said each word through his teeth sternly.

I yanked his hand off me.  "I don't even do it everyday, relax." I mumbled shaking my head a bit.

"I never stopped loving Volleyball I still love it!" I shouted deeply chuckling holding my hands up, slowly messing with the black nailpolish on my fingers nails.

"But I also found a reason to wanna keep going... And that's him alright." I snapped out. Everyone was staring at me. Tanaka let a deep sigh out.

"Hinata.. You don't even know what you are saying buddy... Look at yourself, you yell at everyone." I shook my head violently side to side.

"You guys are so mean to him... Everyone keeps failing him." I whispered my lips trembling slowly. The thoughts now going through my head. The drugs.... Oh no.... Calum can get in trouble...

I gotta tell him to get rid of them but shit drug tests. I groaned holding my face a little needing to take some deep breather.

"He's all I have." I whimpered feeling someone come up from behind me hugging me pulling me close to them while I silently cried.

"Hey Hinata... It's gonna be alright okay."