Remember

Dean

Something had happened with Cas that I had never experienced before. I don't know what it was but it scared me. I don't know what came over me either. I just had the urge to touch him and hold him and kiss him. The feelings felt so wrong.

"Let's keep this between us. Okay?" I whispered while Sam was in the bathroom. It hurt. It hurt bad telling Cas that. I had to hide these feelings though. Sam was obviously suspicious when he came back out. Luckily he didn't ask many questions. I cleaned the guns and eventually decided to get back to the case. The deaths were only two days ago, so the corpses should still be under examination. I put on my best suit and we all headed out. Cas sat in the back of the Impala this time.

"Sam you can come in if you want, you just will have to wait in there instead of in here."
"Okay." He said already climbing out of the car. He closed the door and I took the chance to ask Cas if he was alright.
"I'm fine." Was all he said before getting out.
'Shit. Had I messed this up already?' I asked myself.
"Hello." I said the the women at the desk. I added my most flirtatious smile to the mix. "Agent Meyers. Agent Keys." Cas and I showed our badges. His was upside down. I grabbed it and flipped it right side up with another smile. "We need to see the three victims from just the other night. Ripped to shreds. All that good stuff."
"Sure right this way." She got up from her seat and led us towards a door. "He's not coming. Right?" She asked pointing to Sam. He was right behind us.
"No. He's not. Sam, go sit down." I motioned towards the seats in the lobby. "Just babysitting." I said to the receptionist.
"Okay..."
We were led further back into the building through some double doors. I could smell the decaying bodies.
"Here you go." She said with a shrug. "The doctor guy should be around here somewhere. You good?"
"Yeah. Thanks."