Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Eating disorder

Before we even knew it was the day when Sapnap and George had to leave. I had been crying the whole night and George eventually came to my room to make me feel better and stop crying. It was 1pm and I just ate one sandwich. It was very difficult, but I did it. I had half an hour with Sap and George. Sapnap was preparing some food for the plane and George and I laid in bed, cuddling.

'I'm going to miss this so badly,' I mumbled with tears in my eyes.

'Two or three weeks, Dream. Then we will see each other again. But only if you try your best, okay?'

'I will, I will not purge or fast. It's going to be very difficult though,' I said. I felt like crying.

'It will, but you can do it. For me.'

He kissed my cheek and soon after I started kissing him.

The day continued fast and before I knew I was standing on the airport. I hugged Sap and fell in George arms. Tears streamed down my face. I kissed Georges whole face and kissed his lips the longest.

'Two or three weeks, Dream.'

'I love you so much.'

'I love you more.'

He had to leave. We kissed another time and I saw people looking dirty at us, but I ignored them. I was heartbroken, he wasn't even gone yet and I already missed him so much.

The next weeks were a hell. I didn't purge and I did eat my meals, but it was so difficult without George. I had even less energy than before I started eating more. My parents noticed me getting more depressed everyday and they were planning on something I wasn't allowed to know. I cried and cried nights long, I missed George so much. I wanted to be in his arms when I ate, I wanted to feel his soft lips touch my cheek when I finished a meal. I wanted him. I needed him.

My mum suddenly knocked on the door and I wiped my tears away. She came in and looked at me.

'Sweetie, why are you crying?'

I shrugged and then completely broke down. 'I miss him so much. I wish I could be with him, I wish I could hug him again. I miss George so incredibly much. I'm trying so hard to not purge and eat every meal, but it's too difficult without him. Everything was so much easier when he was here. It's not your fault or anything, he just as this magical effect on me.'

'You're in love, sweetheart.'

'I have already missed him for two weeks. I want to hug and kiss him.'

'I know you do, honey.'

'I miss him so much, even though we call everyday, I just can't. He is my everything. I want to hold his hands, rubbed my hand through his soft hair. I want him, I really do.'

'Honey, we have a surprise for you.'

'What?'

'You haven't purged and you ate all your meals. We booked you a plane ticket.'

'No? Really?'

I jumped up and looked at my mother with big eyes. No way she did this.

'Yes honey, we saw you are getting so depressed without him, we wanted to surprise you and to be fair. I would be packing if I were you. The plane is leaving tomorrow morning.'

'REALLY?'

I hugged my mother tightly and started jumping. 'NO WAY.'

My mum smiled at me cheering. I was so incredibly happy, I was going to see George again. I was going to kiss and hug him, to be with him. Everything would go uphill from now on, I was getting reunited with the love of my love. My boyfriend. I wished nothing but George. I couldn't wait, I was sure I couldn't sleep this night, I was only going to think about George. This is going to be the greatest time ever. I was very happy, but there were a few things I didn't think of and those things were going to be pretty bad. I was happy, not knowing what a hell was going to be waiting for George and me.

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