Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Eating disorder
-Self hate
-Cheating

I woke up a little later that next day, George was already up. I blinked a few times, I wanted to look for George but decided to shower first. I weighted myself quickly and I saw I gained a little again. It made me stress so much, I started working out. I did two hundred jumping jacks and I was surprise George didn't come upstairs yet. I took a shower, crying about my fat. This was a usual thing, I hated seeing my body and when I showered I usually cried. I poked my fat and looked at the places I wanted to lose weight.

I came to the conclusion I had to lose weight again, I felt bad for George but I had too. I was getting way too fat. I sighed and turned the shower off, drying myself and my tears. I put on my clothes and walked downstairs.

'Georgie-.'

I went completely quiet and stood still. I looked in horror to the scene in front of me and I soon bursted into tears. He was kissing someone. A girl. Samantha.

'G-George?' I stuttered.

George pushed Samantha away from him and looked at me. Samantha smiled vicious and turned around. She had pulled her coat and hoodie off and was only wearing a short top. She walked away and closed the door, looking triumphantly.

'George?' I asked again.

'Dream, I can explain.'

'No, no, no. You don't have to explain. All I'm going to explain is- I'm leaving.'

'Where are you going?'

'Back to America.'

I ran upstairs, grabbed my half opened suitcase and walked downstairs again.

'Bye, George.'

'LET ME EXPLAIN.'

'No.'

'Fine.'

'Explain how you aren't gay and you just wanted to trick me? Or explain how you cheated? Or explain how much you liked it and kissing with me not?'

'No, I didn't like it!'

'Tell that to her, bye.'

I walked to door and George grabbed my wrist. I pulled away and walked outside. I slammed the door in his face. Tears streamed down my face and I fell down crying. I grabbed my phone and started calling Sapnap.

'Yo, dude.'

'H-hey.'

'Are you crying?'

'I need you.'

'What why?'

'I need a ticket to America.'

'Oh what the heck, what's going on dude?'

'George cheated on me with a girl. I told you he didn't like me. He would only like me if I was thinner.'

'He wouldn't like you more if you were thinner. Listen I booked you a ticket back and a hotel.'

'Sapnap, he cheated on me,' I cried. It hit me like a bomb and I hit my fist on the ground.

'Did he explain?'

'I didn't want to hear it, I saw him kissing with a whore.'

'A whore?'

'She came up to George yesterday, flirting with him and she knew I was his boyfriend.'

'Could George have an explanation for it?'

'No.'

'How do you know?'

'He kissed her.'

'Maybe with a reason.'

'He cheated on me.'

'I will call him, I sent you the details of your ticket and hotel.'

'Thanks.'

'I love you dude, if he really cheated on you, he is not worth it.'

'But I love him so incredibly much.'

'I know, let this heal a little and talk about it with him.'

'I don't want to.'

'Not yet, but later.'

'Maybe, Sapnap do you really think he never liked it when we kissed?'

'I think it has a different reason. He loved kissing you, we talked about it once.'

'About us kissing?'

'No, well yes. I mean we talked about everything he liked about you and he added kissing you.'

'It's because I'm fat. I'm not eating anymore, I need to lose weight. I want him to like me.'

'Dream, you keep eating because I will come to you and literally force you to eat.'

'A few days without food can't do anything bad.'

'NO, IT IS.'

'Don't scream at me.'

'Sorry.'

'He will just like me better if I'm thinner. He will get back to me instead that girl.'

'It has nothing to do with how you look, you're such a handsome guy.'

'I'm ugly and fat. Maybe if I styled my hair a little better or if I dressed differently, he would like me.'

'Dream, NO.'

I hung up, I knew it for sure.

726 words

When I post this I probably post the other chapters directly too, since I don't want people to feel bad lol