Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Eating disorder

After a few days we went skating again. I secretly hoped to kiss him today, but I knew I wouldn't. I ate a little more, we got in a small argument again, but it was fine now. I wanted to eat a quart of the sauce but had to eat half and that caused me to panic again. Eating was always the point making us argue. George and I didn't argue about it anymore, but Sap and I did. Sap was sometimes a little less patient. I understood why, I wasn't mad or something.

George was just so sweet, just like he always was. He would hug me if I cried, he would cheer me up when I was sad, he would comfort me when I was scared. Sapnap did that too, but since I was in love with George, it just made me feel so special. I loved everything about him and I couldn't stop about it. I was sometimes talking with Sapnap and I just couldn't shut up about how cute George was. Sapnap would only giggle and let me speak.

We were heading to the skating park and I was sitting in the back next to George. We talked a little less after we almost kissed and we both ignored the subject really hard. Though we talked about everything, but nothing around the subjects being gay and kissing. I disliked it, I wanted to talk about the time we almost kissed, but I couldn't. He clearly didn't want to.

We arrived at the skating park and I put on my skates, so did Sap and George. George was just as amazing at skating. He just rolled like he was flying, meanwhile, I was struggling to even stand up. He grabbed my hand and helped me stand, he pulled me with him and I rolled slowly. It went a little better than last time luckily. I wanted to impress George. I tried spinning a quick circle, but I messed up and fell down.

I directly felt my arm bleeding a little, but I didn't care and stood up again, trying it again. This time with success. George did the same and he did it flawless as always. Sapnap was in the back skating a little on his own.

'You should teach me,' I said. 'I have to impress you but I need your help first.'

'Impress me?'

'Such a beautiful guy, I need to impress someone like that.'

He blushed. 'That's not necessary.'

'Of course it is, how can I otherwise win you for my own.'

'Haha, funny jokes. Now come here, idiot.'

'Unless?'

'Come here, you idiot!'

'Fine, fine.'

He started showing me how to skate again, this time I tried listening. Even though when he started touching me to show it, I couldn't pay attention anymore. His arms wrapped around my middle and I stood completely still. I felt paralysed when he touched me like this. I felt butterflies in my stomach and I felt my cheeks heating up more and more.

'Are you listening?'

'Yeah, can you do it again?' I asked, not wanting him to let of me.

He tried showing me it again but I turned around. I stared in his eyes.

'I can't help you like this.'

'You can.'

'How?'

'By kiss-.'

'Guys how are you doing?' Sapnap asked. 'Oh, I'm interrupting again. I'm sorry.'

'No, you weren't. Nothing to see here. He is teaching me.'

'Special way of teaching.' He giggled and continued skating.

'What did you want to say?' George asked me.

'Nothing to worry about, come teach me.'

'Did you say by kissing me?'

'Oh, uh- no of course not. I mean yeah, but I was just kidding to make you flustered.'

'You didn't look like you were kidding.'

'Oh, I'm a good actor,' I mumbled.

'I mean, that's too bad then.'

'What do you mean?'

'Nothing.'

I turned more around and looked at him. We were pretty close with our faces.

'What did you mean?'

'Who knows.'

And then I couldn't resist myself anymore, I wrapped my arms around his shoulders and placed a short and hastily kiss on his lips. I blushed like crazy and so did he, but he didn't say anything about it. We continued skating like nothing did ever happened, only Sapnaps face said otherwise.

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