Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

36 (The End)

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Three months later...

I was sitting downstairs with George. Since Georges mum got arrested George and I made plans to live together and so did we. George could stay in America for six months and max one year without a VISA and we would see what we would do after that.

I was very happy to say how far I came in my recovery. I ate 3 meals a day and three small meals as an extra. I had less stress whilst eating, I hadn't purged and cut in months. I was proud. I gained back my weight and I was healthy. I had energy, I wasn't always cold, I was happy. I had had extremely difficult moments, moments I cried hours about my weight gain and about the food I consumed, but in the end George always made me feel better.

Just by a simple kiss, the smallest touch. I love him extremely much, I was so in love. We spent all the time together and I went back to making videos. I was too tired to really record for months and my fans were worried as hell. I explained them I had an eating disorder and we revealed our relationship to them. Everyone was extremely happy about our relationship and they were glad I was recovering.

I recently hit 13 million subscribers and George was on his way to 5 million. I was so incredibly proud of him. I loved making videos together. My parents were completely okay with our relationship now. They had to get used to it, but that lasted a short while.

I left England after two weeks and after that George came back to America. I really needed him and I couldn't miss him. As soon as we separated I started falling back into bad behaviour.

'Babe?' I muttered.

George walked closer. We bought a house together. I wanted to live on my own for ages, but I now finally did it.

'Can I prepare breakfast for the first time?'

'Alone?'

I nodded. He smiled.

'Of course, sweetie.'

I stood up and walked to the kitchen. I made George and myself a bowl of cereal without measuring anything. Normally I had to give the control to someone else because I was always measuring my meals and making it as less as possible, but not today. I wanted to eat what I wanted and I ate my whole bowl. George was proud and kissed my cheek.

'I love you, I'm proud of you.'

'I love you more.'

And just as we always did, we spent the day playing Minecraft, cuddling and kissing and watching some TV shows. I could have never thought I would fall in love with my best friend, but I did. And so did he.

After our fight when it seemed like he cheated on me, we were even closer than ever. I noticed I started checking him more often, but we talked about it and he assured me he would never cheat on me. After that we grew even closer together than we already were.

I stood up to cuddle with George and covered his face with kisses and we walked upstairs to go to bed. I could say I was still recovering, but I was pretty far. Further than I ever expected myself to come. All thanks to George, my boyfriend and the love of my life.

Sapnap was fine too. He moved closer to us and we visited each other every week. He was scared for a while that our relationship was over but he was more than happy when we still were together, he was our number one shipper. Sapnap was almost going to hit two million and we all were very proud of each other.

I looked up again, staring at George again. He was so stunning. I was still extremely confused about how he was my boyfriend now, I almost couldn't believe it. He was so beautiful.

'George, you're so beautiful.'

He smiled and kissed my cheek. 'You're even more beautiful.'

'I never believed it, but I finally see myself a little more normal and not only as fat and ugly.'

'You're now finally seeing the truth and I can't even tell you how much I love you.'

'I love you way more.'

'Never.'

'I love you and I don't care about how you look, but not going to lie. You look extremely handsome.'

'You look so much more beautiful.'

We kissed for a short while and turned the light off, cuddling each other tightly. When everything seemed to fall down, he was there for me. My best friend and the love of me life saved me. And I loved him more than anything else.

THE END

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I had a difficult but definitely a good time writing this. It's basically my life without the ship and I love all support I got, thank u so much guys. This book already is almost hitting 2 thousand and that's just so sick! Thank u so much everyone for the support.

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