Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Eating disorder

I slept the whole rest of the day after dinner and so did George. Apparently Sapnap organised a movie night without telling me why and it was next day evening. Sapnap started the film and I sat closely next to George. I scooted a little closer to him to wrapped my arm around his shoulders. He smiled as I did it. I could feel something was going to happen, I couldn't exactly tell what. Sapnap and George talked for a while yesterday and I fell asleep for a little.

George was sitting in the middle and he had a bowl of popcorn. I looked at the bowl and let my hand go down to it. I was shaking a lot, but I really wanted to taste some popcorn again. I grabbed one popcorn and ate it slowly. George grabbed my hand and smiled.

'I'm proud, you can eat more. You deserve it, you need it. We ate way more of it than you did.'

It helped me and I grabbed another popcorn. After a while the stress went down and I sometimes grabbed a popcorn to eat. It was a very big step and both Sap and George noticed it. They looked very proud. I felt very guilty and fat, but they ate more and they weren't fat either. I could eat a little without directly being a pig.

After a while I saw Sapnap hitting George softly. I shrugged for myself. I didn't know why, but George suddenly looked at me. I looked at him too and he wrapped his arms around my middle. Since he was way shorter his head was now resting on my chest. He lifted himself up a little bit so his head resting in front of mine. I was really difficult to not kiss him and I couldn't help it. When I saw him leaning in first, I got confident and leaned in too. This time, whatever Sapnap would do, I would kiss George.

We both moved closer and then it happened. I pressed my lips against his. We started kissing and our lips seemed to be made for each other's. We kissed for minutes straight. His lips were amazingly soft and they tasted amazing. I didn't care about Sapnap at this point. I pulled him closer to my body and he lifted himself up even more to kiss me better. After minutes we broke apart for some air and we looked at each other.

'That was random,' I whispered.

'And amazing,' George added.

'What just happened?'

'We uh- kissed. Did you like it?'

'More than anything.'

'I was so scared to do that, but you kissed me before I could do anything.'

'I wanted to do that so badly.'

'Sapnap forced me too yesterday. Where is that bastard.'

'Hi, how was your make out session?'

'Shut up, it was just a kiss.'

'I'm so amazing.'

'Why you?'

'You both didn't believe the other liked you, so I set George up and forced him to kiss you Dream, but apparently you kissed him first. You guys are so dumb. Everyone could see you liked each other.'

'You are the dumb one.'

'About the film uh-.'

'Put that off please,' I giggled. 'I'm busy now.'

'I'm going to bed, you two decide what you do yourself.'

'We will.'

Sapnap left and George pushed me down on the couch. 'I'm not letting you go this easily,' he muttered.

He let himself slowly fall on top of me and started kissing me again. It was maybe even better than our first kiss. It was a less nervous kiss and now we both were sure we wanted it and we both liked it. I never thought this day would every come, I was scared he would push me away, but he didn't. He even wanted to kiss me too, even though I didn't know that at that point. The kiss was relaxed this time, but passionated. I liked it more than anything in the world, until- until the door opened and I heard footsteps inside. I startled and George broke the kiss, looking around him. My mouth fell a little open and I stared in the face of my parents and siblings.

'Clay?' my mum asked confused. 'What was that?'

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