Skinny Love (DreamNotFound)

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TW's:
-Eating disorder
-Self hate (negative thoughts)
-Homophobia/bullying

We called the police on Georges mum and she got arrested for abuse. George was fine, he was just a little bruised. We mostly cuddled the whole time and sometimes we kissed. I was in love. I was in love really bad.

'Georgie?'

He nodded and kissed my cheek.

'I ate pasta, can we walk for a little?'

'To burn calories?'

'No, just to get outside for a little. I like walking.'

'Okay.'

We stood up and I grabbed Georges hand. I was cold, so when I put on my coat I pulled it far over my hands. We started our walking round, this time a little bigger than I was usually allowed. When we were halfway a random girl walked towards us.

'Hey, cutie,' she said, flirting with George.

'Uh-.'

'I'm Samantha.'

'Uh, hi.'

'You could have told me your name, handsome boy.'

He rolled his eyes. 'I'm George.'

'George, what's your phone number? Where do you live? I want to see you again.'

'What the hell?' he asked. 'That's weird.'

'Do you already have a girlfriend?'

'No, I have a-.'

'Perfect, what about tomorrow?'

'Hello, can you let me speak?'

'What?'

'I have a boyfriend, he is here right.'

'Ew, you're gay?'

'Yeah.'

'I know I am better than him.'

'You're not.'

'Let's get to know each other.'

'This is so weird in front of my boyfriend.'

'He is ugly, come on. I know you would choose me.'

I turned around to hide the tears in my eyes.

'You're not even gay,' Samantha said.

'I am in fact.'

'Prove it.'

George turned me around and started kissing me. 'Enough?'

'You're just mates. 'Let's go somewhere tomorrow, what about the cinema?'

'Just shut up and leave, what the hell.'

'You can never be in a relationship with that ugly faggot.'

'He is very handsome, I love him. Just leave us alone.'

The girl finally walked away and I bursted into tears.

'I knew I was ugly.'

'No, you're not, you're the most handsome boy I have ever seen.'

'You're just lying, I'm so ugly and fat. Even your mum said it.'

George hugged me tightly and kissed my cheek. 'You're absolutely not fat and you're beautiful. You're gorgeous, I love you so much.'

'You don't, you are lying. I'm ugly and fat.'

'Why are you having this mental breakdown, Dream?'

'Everyone is mean to me and you are lying to me.'

'I'm not, sweetie.'

I blushed when he called me that and hid my face.

'Don't hide, I want to see your beautiful face.'

'Do you really like kissing me? Or would you rather be with a girl and make your parents happy.'

'I love kissing you and no, Dream. I'm gay as hell, I don't want to be with a girl and my parents can be disappointed as long as they want, I will stay with you.'

'Do you want to kiss me?'

'Of course.'

He grabbed my waist and cupped my face. We started kissing and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.

'I love you,' I whispered through the kiss.

'You're so incredibly hot,' George whispered.

I broke the kiss after five minutes and smiled. 'You're amazing.'

I hugged him tightly and we walked back home after a few minutes. I directly went to the bathroom. I pulled my shirt off and started looking at myself in the mirror. I felt disgusted by my fat body. I soon felt tears streaming down my face of disgust. I grabbed all my fat and poked it. It was disgusting, tears streamed down.

'Dream? Are you crying?' The door opened slowly and George walked in.

I hid my body and sat down.

'What's wrong, sweetie?'

'I'm so fat.'

George lifted me up and poked my ribs. He lifted his shirt up higher.

'My ribs aren't showing like yours are.'

'Mine aren't either.'

He grabbed my rib and looked at me. 'What's this?'

'Fat.'

'What's this, Dream?' he asked again.

'My rib-.'

'You're very thin.' He kissed my chest. 'And hot.'

It soon ended up in kissing again and we went bed a little later. I hugged him tightly against my body as we both fell asleep. I didn't know what was about to happen that next day...

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