Dangerous quiet things (lexa x you)

*why cant I!; chapter 18

Y/n pov

"Listen y/n, I need you to speak for me, okay? This trial is happening tomorrow and it's not looking good for you" Abby spoke over the table in the room I had, had to go to almost every Tuesday for 2 years .
Continuing to stare silently at the blank piece of paper in front of me. Hearing someone huff and a chair squeak back as doctor griffin stood, looking down at me I heard her sigh before walking out of the glass room.

peaking my eyes open having been woken up by my own dreams, I glanced at the bed besides me noticing the absence of lexa and then noticing the light outside. sitting up and stretching my arms above my head and hearing the pop I let out a relieved sigh, swinging my legs over the edge of the small single bed and them touching the cold floor. getting my shoes on and stretching my legs. I was now ready and decided to head out of the tent.

it was the kind of morning where its light but the sun hasn't raised yet and you can taste and smell the morning due floating through the air, the cold muggy air hitting my face was rather refreshing. looking around I noticed that the majority of the people who were awake were the grounders and they were all doing their morning training. out of the corner of my eyes I could see lexa and indra talking at the side of where the warriors were training and they seemed pretty engrossed in whatever they were talking about. deciding to leave them alone I headed to the food hall to see if any of my friends were there, I wouldn't mind hanging out with Octavia before we have to have the meeting.

making it to the food hall and not seeing anyone I let out a huff and walked out of there, just deciding to take a stroll around the perimeter of Arcadia. breathing in and out i could see the slight white mist that left my mouth because of the cold air, it sure is getting colder. while walking around the perimeter of Arcadia I couldn't help but think about my friends in mount weather, they could be in serious trouble right now and we would have no clue.

as I was walking I mustn't of been paying attention seeing as I walked straight into someone, snapping my head to the side, seeing a half asleep guard standing post, shaking my head I flicked his forehead before continuing around the ark. making to back to where I started I could feel the sun in the sky, shining down on us, someone tapping my shoulder brought me out of my thoughts and I glanced at them, it was Murphy. "hey, we're all having breakfast and then you guys have the meeting, just thought I'd let you know" he said and started walking back towards the food hall. following behind john we soon arrived in the food hall, dozens of tables crowded with family's and friend and a few other tables with grounders on them. me and john making our way over to the table with Clarke, raven, Bellamy and Finn I noticed Octavia wasn't at the table and looked around the hall, but still not spotting her.

"Octavia is sitting with Lincoln" I heard Clarke say and I could tell she wasn't that happy about something, Clarke pointing in the direction she said Octavia was in and sure enough, there she was, on a table with Lincoln, Indra and a few other warriors I saw training this morning. seeing Octavia deep in conversation with the warrior next to her i turned and took a seat next to Finn.

we were all just sitting there at the table, others talking, me eating and listening to what conversations were going on. feeling someone place their arm around my shoulder i glanced up through my lashes and saw Finn with a smug smile. feeling eyes burning into the back of my head and not knowing who it was as all i could focus on was whether I should or shouldn't, if you really know me you already know I chose to do it.

focusing my energy into my shoulders, specifically where Finns arm rests around my shoulder and shocking him. He jumped back in surprise and let out a small Yelp "c'mon" he whine like a kid and I just shook my head and continued eating my food.