Things Change (Sugawara x Reader x ??)

Chapter 12

A hangover and regret, they go hand in hand, two sides to the same coin. The regret your body goes through the next day after overconsumption of alcohol. The decisions made while intoxicated have a nasty habit of making one cringe with embarrassment after being informed about the escapades participated in. The morning after the event can be hard to recall, blurred memories coupled with sharp head pains makes things easier to forget then to try and remember.

Slowly trying to pry her eyes open, (f/n) could feel the sharp pains of a headache as she tried to move her head. Her mouth felt dry like she hadn't had a drink in days. Breathing out she tried to remember the events of last night, thinking hard she remembered seeing Sugawara and Daichi then running off to cry. After that she remembers Kuroo and Bokuto trying to help her out promising she would forget everything if she drank away her problems, the worst part was she believed them. Groaning as her head throbbed, she couldn't really remember anything after she started drinking with the two boys encouragement everything was fuzzy. It hurt too much to think about what happened right then and there so she would worry about that later.

Rolling over and snuggling into the pillow that smelt of a strange combination of pain away spray and citrus which was not normally what her pillow smelled of. Her mind slowly started to click over as (f/n) realized the sheet of the bed was scratching against her skin. Her breath started to quicken as her eyes snapped opened protesting against the light. Looking around she knew it wasn't her room but the question was who's was it? rolling to the side to look over the edge of the bed she spotted her clothes messily on the floor. breathing out a sigh of relief as she didn't have to hunt them down but cringed as the sudden movements made her stomach roll.

The bed space beside her made a groaning sound, a sound that snapped (f/n) out of her thoughts. Taking a quick peek over her shoulder, her eyes widen taking in strong arms covering the guy's face. Her mind went into overdrive not knowing who the strange was or what they had done. Quickly darting out of the bed, her legs stumbling as her foot caught the sheet. steadying herself before searching for her pants, grabbing them off the floor she pulled them on followed by her bra and shirt. quickly looking around the room to find her phone, purse, jacket and shoes. Hastily making her way out of the room, she needed out of this house. Heading out to the street she made her way to the station roughly knowing what direction it was in.

Running her hands through her messy hair pulling the end as the breeze cut through her. The short walk gave her a chance to catch her breath and sort through the thoughts before they had a chance to run wild. The one question in the back of her mind was who had she woken up next to?

Buying herself a ticket (f/n) had just over half an hour before her train got there that would take her home. Heading to the bathroom to clean herself up a little, catching a glance at her reflection as she walked into the ladies bathroom had her cringing at the state she was in. Her makeup was smudged and smeared across her face, quickly grabbing a paper towel, wetting it then adding soap she quickly scrubbed her face trying in an attempt to look less horrible. Taking a deep breath knowing once she got home she could put this whole ordeal behind her.

Heading into a stall, pulling down her pants she realized in her rush she to leave the house that an important item of clothing had been forgotten and was going commando. 'great, just great' she thought to herself, the next thing that caught her attention was the ache her womanhood was currently feeling. She felt tacky not what she normally feels after she's had a bit of fun with herself but a sticky tacky. She knew enough from talking to Airia that it was another bodily fluid. tears burned the corners of her eyes as she bit her lip to stop a weak cry from escaping knowing exactly what had happened last night, she had lost her V-card. Trying to calm down by breathing out she quickly and as best as she could clean herself up. Wiping a few stray tears that had escaped before exiting the stall.

Making her way to the platform, still trying to wrap her mind around what she had done. Getting on the train that had just arrived, taking the seat nearest to the guard post. The train slowly pulled out of the station and (f/n) pulled out her phone to see a fair few messages and missed calls. Looking at the time she cursed as it was one in the afternoon. Going through her phone she saw a large amount of the missed calls were from Yuu, a few messages from Airia, one from Sugawara and another from an unknown number,

Checking Airia's messages.

Airia: HEY GIRL, hope you have a fun night with that stud xD

Airia: whoop whoop cant find you so i guess you are staying the night

Airia: i found someone fun for the night dont worry about me ill get my own way back home

Breathing out a sigh of relief, Airia was fine and like always found her way back home. sending her a quick text before moving onto the others.

(f/n)-Hey Airia just letting you know im on a train home. let me know when you get home, thks

Hitting send before looking over the number of messages Yuu had sent, opening up the convo and reading over a few.

Yuu: (f/n) let me know your safe

Yuu: (f/n) are you staying the night?

Yuu: i went to bed and woke up and you weren't home!

Yuu: plz just tell me your safe

Yuu: (f/n) you are so dead when you get home, mum and dad know you're not here.

Sending Yuu a text was going to be easier than calling him.

(f/n): Yuu i'm fine, i just crashed and my phone was dead so dont freak out. let mum and dad know im safe and on a train home. should be home in about an hour and a half. love you x

Hitting send on the brief text leaving out more than most of the details. Looking at the other two messages, (f/n) quickly opened Sugawara's message wanting to get it out of the way.

Suga: (f/n), i'm sorry about last night. i know being there made things difficult, whatever happens. please just be careful and stay safe.

Exiting out of Sugawara's message, pulling her knees to her chest and resting her cheek on them. Her headache making itself known with consent throbbing from reading her phone messages. Taking a sip of water from the bottle purchased before getting on the train trying to clear her thoughts, looking out the window watching the scenery go past.

When she was close to her stop she checked her phone again. There was one message she hadn't looked at yet, the unknown number. Her gut was telling her whoever that number belonged to was the person she found in bed this morning. Clicking in the message she slowly read the text.

070.905.1585: hey, surprised you left without saying goodbye this morning, let me know when youre home x

Switching the phone screen off, her gut was right it had been the guy in bed. Running her hands through her messy hair (f/n) didn't know who it was which made it worse, sort of she guessed. She wanted to to know but simultaneously wanted to stay oblivious so she wouldn't have to avoid that person in the future.

The train came to a halt as it pulled into the station, getting up and making her way off the platform and she began the walk home.

Walking through the front door as quietly as humanly possible, making it a whole six steps before her mother cornered her. Then her father had joined in, both lecturing her about how irresponsible she had been staying out all night. Standing there in last nights outfit she took what they dished out not wanting to make things worse for herself. When they were finished she headed to her room to grab her stuff for a much-needed shower.

Walking out of the bathroom and straight to her room avoiding her younger brother. Knowing he would be disappointed in her made her heartache. Plugging her phone on charge before getting into bed noticing a message from the same unknown number as before. Sliding her phone open she read the text.

070.905.1585: did you get home safely?

Knowing she was tempting fate, she replied.

(f/n): just got home

Sending the message she switched her phone off and decided she'd had enough for one day. Even though it was early she needed to get over today.