Unwanted

Chapter 19

Andy

I woke up with a heavy head. And as the memories flashes in my mind, bumalik ang sakit na naramdaman ko kanina. Larra's revelation was too much to handle and I guess that was one of the reasons why I passed out

Sinubukan kong maupo pero napangiwi ako nang makaramdam ng hilo

"Andy anak"

Nilapag ni Mommy ang hawak nyang tray sa bedside table at lumapit sa akin para alalayan akong makaupo

"Maayos na ba ang pakiramdam mo?"

I stayed silent and just stared at her. My mother is so precious, paano nilang nagawang saktan si Mommy?

"Nakita ka nila Lorenzo at Sky na walang malay malapit sa dalampasigan. Ano bang nangyari sayo?"

I ignored her question

"Why did you chose to stay that long before you finally decided to leave Daddy?"

Mukhang hindi nito inaasahan ang tanong ko. Mababakas ang pagkabigla sa magandang mukha nya

She sat next to me and caressed my hair

"Dahil hindi ko kayang iwanan ka"

"But you still left me"

"I had to in order to save myself. I was hurt and devastated, I thought it was the smartest decision that I did but I was wrong. Dahil mas lalo lang akong nangulila at nasaktan nang iniwan kita. That decision broke me even more"

She kissed the side of my head

"A-anong gagawin mo kapag nalaman mo kung sino ang mistress ni Daddy?"

I turned to her when she didn't answer it right away

"I-i don't actually know Andy. Hindi ko rin alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman"

She sighed

"I-i know her Mom"

Nakita ko ang gulat sa mukha nito. Nanlamig ang kamay nito na nakahawak sa kamay ko

"She's Olivia Greene. She's Axel's Mom, my mother-in-law"

She covered her mouth using her both hands. Napatayo rin ito

"S-si Olivia?"

I nodded, nagsisimula na ring tumulo ang mga luha ko

"She was the one who ruined our family"

"Y-you're maybe mistaken anak. Hindi maaaring mangyari ang sinasabi---"

"Sana nga Mommy, sana nagkakamali ako"

Umupo sya sa may tabi ko. She's caressing my back

"Who told you that?"

"S-si Larra"

"Your best friend?"

I nodded

"I-it can't happen anak. Baka nagkakamali lang si Larra or nagsisinungaling sya"

"A-ano bang makukuha nya kapag nagsinungaling sya sa akin?"

Hindi agad ito nakapagsalita

"Gaano mo ba kakilala si Larra"

"I-i may not know her that much pero sigurado akong nagsasabi sya ng totoo"

I keep telling myself that she's just lying where in fact, I knew that she was telling the truth

I need to talk to Axel, kung matagal na nya itong alam, bakit nya itinago sa akin? Ang sabi ni Larra ay kaya lang ako pinakasalan ni Axel dahil sa kagustuhan nitong makaganti kay Daddy