Unwanted

Chapter 17

Andy

I stretched my both arms and took a deep breath and exhaled it. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na pagmasdan ang malawak na karagatan at gusto ko rin ang simoy nito

Naramdaman kong may bumalot na tela sa katawan ko

"Madilim na Andy. Malamig na. Pumasok na tayo sa loob"

Nilingon ko ito at nakita si Axel. I never expected him to do things like this

Alam kong ginagawa nya lang ang mga ito para sa magiging anak namin. Siguro nga ay nagkamali ako nang isipin ko na hindi nya deserve ang maging Ama. Maybe he can't be a good husband but I think, he'll be a good father

Yeah, just like my father

Naramdaman kong sumakit ang dibdib ko. I can't still believe that he was able to do that to my Mom

I felt a warm arm wrapped around my waist. Kumunot ang noo ko nang makitang malumanay na nakatingin sa akin si Axel

"Let's go inside"

I nodded

Hindi pa rin talaga ako sanay na ganito sya kabait sa akin

We went straight in our room. Tapos na rin naman kami kumain

He made me sat on the bed at lumabas ng kwarto. Bumalik sya na may hawak na baso na may laman na gatas. Did he make that?

"Drink this"

Inabot nya ito sa akin. Pinainom nito sa akin ang gatas at pagtapos ay kinuha ang baso

"Matulog ka na"

Pinahiga nya ako at hinubad nya ang jacket nya at humiga sa tabi ko. Kumunot ang noo ko

"You won't expect me to sleep on the couch"

"Pwede naman akong mahiga sa couch"

His forehead knotted. Nakatagilid ang higa ko kaya nakikita ko sya

"Bakit ka mahihiga sa couch?"

"Because you don't want to be in the same bed with me?"

Tumagilid sya nang pagkakahiga at ngayon ay magkaharap na kami

"You don't have any idea how much I want you in my bed"

Napalunok ako. I can see desire in his eyes and something that I can't name, pakiramdam ko ay namumula ang mga pisngi ko. I shook my head lightly, he's just pretending. Yeah, yun lang yun

Inayos ko ang higa ko at tinalikuran sya

"Matutulog na ako"

I heard him chuckled

"Yeah, sleep now Andy"

I ignored him and closed my eyes

I'm not used to this, him acting like this. This is so strange. Siguro sa iba ay sweet ito para sa kanila but for me, this is really weird

I tried to calm myself. Iisipin ko na lang na wala si Axel sa tabi ko. I covered myself with a blanket

I felt a hot breath on the back of my neck and a warm arm on my waist

"A-anong ginagawa mo?"

"I'm trying to make you feel warm, blanket ain't enough babe"

Damn. Napalunok ako bigla, did I hear it right? What is happening to him?

"Andy..."

Hindi ko sya sinagot. I don't even know how to answer him without stuttering

I waited for his next words. Ilang minuto na ang nakalipas ay wala na akong narinig mula sa kanya