Unwanted

Chapter 18

Andy

Nagtaka ako nang maramdaman na wala na si Axel sa tabi ko. Well, bakit pa nga ba ako magtataka? Of course he can't stand to sleep beside me

Lumabas ako ng kwarto para kumuha ng tubig. Nakaramdam kasi ako bigla ng uhaw. I made sure na hindi ako makakagawa ng kahit na anong ingay, baka kasi natutulog si Axel sa may couch

When I reached the small kitchen, I took a glass of water and drank it straight. Nilingon ko ang living room pero kumunot ang noo ko nang hindi makita si Axel

Siguro ay kasama nito ngayon sila Wilson. I wore my jacket and went out to have some fresh air. Hindi na rin naman ako makatulog

Tuluyan akong nakalabas ng hotel. Humampas sa mukha ko ang malamig na simoy ng hangin at kahit naka jacket ako ay nararamdaman ko pa rin ang lamig nito

Nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad at napahinto sa may mga nagkukumpulan na mga tao. May kumakantang isang banda sa may mini stage. Napansin ko rin na karamihan sa mga nandito ay mga couples

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
You can't win at everything but you can try

There something in his voice that made me stay. He got a wonderful voice and I actually like the song

Baby, you don't have to worry
'Cause there ain't no need to hurry
No one ever said that there's an easy way
When they're closing all their doors
They don't want you anymore
This sounds funny but I'll say it anyway

Girl, I'll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you everyday
We'll get by with a smile
You can never be too happy in this life

Pinagmasdan ko ang mga taong nanonood, I smiled. There this guy who kissed his girl on her forehead, on the other side, a guy is hugging her girl from her back. They looked lovely

'Cause in a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go 'round
But don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song

Let me hear you sing it

'Cause in a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It's a wonder love can make the world go 'round
But don't let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You'll get along with a little prayer and a song

Hindi ko pa nararanasan ang ma inlove not even with Dash. Niligawan nya ako nung college kami, he was the perfect example of an ideal boyfriend, he was the best catch but still I had to dump him. I liked him but I was never been inlove with him

I always dreamed to end up with someone I love but I found myself marrying someone who don't actually see my worth

Lift your head, baby, don't be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You'll get by with a smile
Now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye

Let me hear you sing it

With a smile

I smiled bitterly. This is my fate, the moment I married Axel, tinanggap ko na sa sarili ko na hindi na ako magiging masaya. Maybe the baby inside my womb will change that, hindi man namin mahalin ni Axel ang isa't isa, magiging maayos at masaya naman siguro kami dahil sa baby namin

Naglakad ako palayo sa lugar na yun at dinala ako ng mga paa ko sa dalampasigan kung saan wala masyadong mga tao

"Andy?"