Unwanted

Chapter 1

Andy

I gently massaged my jaw and settled myself on the couch. I smiled bitterly, this is not new to me

I cried silently. Umiiyak ako hindi dahil sa sakit na dulot nang marahas na paghawak nya, umiiyak ako dahil awang awa na ako sa sarili ko

Kahit gustuhin ko man na iwan sya ay hindi pa pwede. I still need to stay here and endure the pain

My phone rang. I wiped my tears and composed myself before answering it

"D-daddy..."

"My baby, how are you? I'm sorry kung ngayon lang ako nakatawag. I'm busy with our company"

I smiled

"It's okay Daddy. Naiintindihan ko po. How are you Daddy? Iniinom mo ba yung gamot mo? Baka nagpapagod ka na naman, alam mo naman na masama sa health mo ang sobrang pagod"

I heard him chuckled

"You don't need to worry about me hija. Ikaw ang inaalala ko, tinatrato ka ba nang maayos ng asawa mo?"

I covered my mouth to suppressed myself from sobbing

"Andy?"

"H-he's sweet to me Daddy. Wala naman po kaming problema"

"Good to hear that. Dahil kapag nalaman kong sinasaktan ka ng asawa mo, kukunin kita anak at wala akong pakelam kahit buong pamilya pa nila ang makalaban ko"

Marahas kong pinunasan ang mga luha ko. I know how Daddy loves me and I love him so much kaya hindi ko hahayaan na mapahamak sya. The Greene family is no joke, marami silang kayang gawin at ayoko na rin pasamain pa ang loob ni Daddy dahil baka bigla ulit itong atakihin. It will be dangerous for him

"I-im okay Daddy. Hindi nya ako s-sinasaktan"

It's hard for me to lie but I can't just tell the truth

"Are you sure hija?"

I know he's doubting me so I need to be more convincing

"I-im really okay. Sige na magpahinga na po kayo"

"Alright, just call me if you need anything. I miss you anak"

"I miss you too Daddy"

I smiled sadly. Daddy is in Australia right now. Siya ang nagmamanage ng business ng pamilya namin

I'm still staring at my phone kahit kanina pa tapos ang tawag

I closed my eyes tightly and cried silently. I'm so weak, wala akong ibang magawa kung hindi ang umiyak

Sinubukan kong tumayo pero nabigo ako. Bumagsak lang ulit ako sa couch nang maramdaman ang sakit sa binti ko. Mukhang makakapagpasa pa ako

I did my very best para tuluyang makatayo. I did pero nahihirapan akong maglakad

I went upstairs. Nadaanan ko ang kwarto ni Axel. I can hear noises coming inside his room...loud moans. I bet he's banging his secretary real hard

Nilagpasan ko ito at dumiretso sa kwarto ko. I closed my door and went inside my bathroom to clean myself

I looked at myself in the mirror. Bruises on my arms and dark bags under my eyes. This is not so me pero nagawa ko na rin tanggapin matapos kaming ikasal. I remember my days back in college. I won different beauty pageants

My eyes went back on the mirror. I smiled bitterly. I didn't imagine the I will end up like this

I wore my clothes and went on my bed. This is the safest place for me. Ni minsan ay hindi pumasok si Axel sa kwarto ko. He told me that he doesn't want to enter this shit place where he can smell my scent everywhere