nct imagines

renjun - audition

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you sighed as you walked out of the audition venue. your hands finally stopped trembling, and you started walking away from the area. you crossed the street and walked along a sidewalk.

you took your phone out of your bag and saw a lot of text messages from your boyfriend that he sent while you were on your way to the audition earlier. but with how nervous you were earlier, you hadn't texted him back.

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15:34

renjun 🥰✨

[ renjun ]
you're going to do great
today!

text me when you leave.
i'll meet you outside once
i can leave work. should be
leaving soon.

don't be nervous!

i

love

you

they're gonna love you

but not as much as me

hehe

sending good luck vibes
🍀✨

you got this y/n!

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you walked for awhile and found yourself sitting on a bench. you stared at the ground and felt tears fall from your eyes.

don't cry. stop crying, y/n.

you wiped your face with your sleeve. then, you heard your phone receive another text and looked at your phone screen.

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15:41

renjun 🥰✨

[ renjun ]
are you done yet? i'm
heading there right now.

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he must've saw that i read them...

you pressed the call button and held your phone to your ear. you heard your phone ring twice before renjun answered the call. "y/n! did you leave yet?" he asked but paused, probably cause he heard you sniffling. "baby?" you could hear him walking outside somewhere.

"why do i keep trying?" you finally spoke and more tears fell. "i did so bad..." you said, looking up to stare look at the view in front of you.

"i'm sure you did great! you won't know for a bit, right? we just need to wait for them to send an email or call you," renjun replied. "where are you?"

"the park near the audition place," you answered.

"stay there, okay? i'm coming right now!" he said before hanging up.

you wiped your face again with your sleeve and looked back down at the ground. a small sigh came out of you, and you closed your eyes for a second.

why do i keep trying to become a singer? i'm not even that good. i should just quit trying.

you wiped your face again and opened your eyes but noticed someone stand in front of you. a small bouquet of flowers appeared in your view, and you felt a kiss in your forehead.

"hi baby," renjun greeted and you looked up at him. "why are you crying? did you mess up?" he asked and wiped some tears away with his fingers.

you looked back at the ground, "i sounded horrible in there..."

"you can't judge yourself. you know that, silly," he said and sat down next to you. he reached in his pocket and handed you a few tissues. "this was a callback, which means that they saw something in you and that's why you got to audition again," he said and hugged you, "you're an amazing singer, remember that, even if you don't get in."

renjun kissed your head while you wiped your face with the tissues and blew your nose. renjun wiped away a stray tear and kissed your forehead again.

"hey, how about we go to the dorm?" he asked. "i'll make hot chocolate, and we can watch that new detective show together."

you slightly nodded, "okay." he smiled at you before kissing your forehead again.

you and renjun stood up from the bench, and he laced his hand with yours. "let's go," he said and you two started walking towards his dorm.