I'm broken *completed*

Cole

Natsu's POV

I woke up and felt someone next to me. I opened my eyes and saw Gray. I had my arm wrapped around him. I was shocked. Did I drink that much? I felt really sick so I slowly got out of the bed and ran to the bathroom. I threw up and just sat there staring at the wall. I can't tell if anxiety was causing it or if it was just a hangover. I had a headache so it was probably a hangover. I heard footsteps coming from Gray's room and then in the hallway. A couple of seconds later Gray appeared and I looked at him. "Uh, hi?" I said. He came in the bathroom and sat down. "You have a hangover?" He asked. "Yeah." I said. "How much did I drink?" I asked. "About three quarters of a bottle of vodka." He replied. Three quarters of vodka?!! Jeez. How could I handle that? Unless I started doing really stupid things.

"I'm sorry if I did anything-" "Yeah, you were rolling around in mud." He cut me off. "Seriously?!!" I shouted. "Yes." He said angrily. "And you tried to eat a butterfly!!" He raised his voice. "And then you refused to have a bath and then you said a quote from teen wolf or something and then I noticed you were tired so I put you to bed and you got in my clothes and then you forced me to sleep with you." He said. "So that's why I woke up with my arm on you!" I said. "Yes." He said. There were a couple of minutes of silence until I was sick again. "Are you mad at me?" I asked. "Why would I be?" He asked. "Because you had to look after me." I said. "That's a good thing." He said. "How?" I asked. "Because it shows you that I care about you." He said. I sighed and looked at the floor. 'He doesn't mean that' oh my god shut up please!! I looked at Gray and smiled.

After about 15 minutes I stopped being sick and I went back to my house. When I got home I saw Happy crying and when he noticed me he hugged me. "NATSUUUUU!!" He screamed. "I THOUGHT SOMETHING BAD HAPPENED TO YOU!!!" He cried. I sighed and pushed him off me. I went to the bathroom and locked the door. "Natsu?" Happy said. I looked at myself in the mirror and I could feel the tears starting to form in my eyes. 'Ugly' 'Fat' 'Disgusting' I looked in the cabinet and found a knife. I rolled my sleeve up and put the knife to my wrist. A tear dropped onto my arm and I started cutting.

1 for being annoying

2 for being a waste of space

3 for being ugly

4 for being fat

5 for being weird

6 for being useless

7 for being selfish

8 for being clingy

I put the knife away and started cleaning my arm. I unlocked the door and saw Happy standing there crying. Was he still crying? He looked at me and noticed that I had been crying. I saw blood dripping from my wrist and I tried to hide it but Happy had already noticed. "Why is your arm bleeding?" He asked in a worried tone. "I uh, I fell over on the way here so I was cleaning it." I said. "And why are you crying?" He asked. "Cuz I was drunk last night and Gray took care of me." I said. "So you're embarrassed that Gray looked after you?" He asked. I blushed and nodded my head. "Okay." He said and flew off. I took a sigh of relief and went on my phone. I went on Instagram and noticed someone trying to argue with me. Their username was 11_Cole_Kylo_11 and their name was Cole. I looked at the Dm's and sighed.

Cole- Oi you should go die in a hole

Cole- Or just jump off a bridge

Cole- Your taste of music sucks

Cole- Answer me you twat

Natsu- What do you want?

Cole- Ah so I see

Cole- You haven't committed suicide yet

Natsu- ?

Cole- Suicidal freak