I'm broken *completed*

Dating and Pranks

Natsu's POV

I woke up and opened my eyes. I saw Gray and I noticed that I was sleeping on his lap. He must've woken up and moved me. I sat up and looked at him. He smiled and I rested my head on his shoulder. 'You don't deserve to be happy' shut up. 'Go kill yourself' 'Just end it all' 'No one likes you' 'No one would care' shut up. 'Go cut your wrists' No now shut up. I sighed and smiled. "You're so cute." He said. I blushed and smiled. "So are you." I said. I hugged him and squeezed him. "Awww, you're adorable." He said. "Everyone loves meeeee." I said. "I know." He said. "Especially me." He said. He then kissed me and I kissed back. We then stopped to get some air and I smiled. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said. He kissed me again but this time we did it for longer. I then stopped and hugged him again. "You know I'm always here for you." He said. "So am I." I said. "I mean it." He said. "I know." I said and smiled. "So, what are we?" I asked. "Whatever you want to be." He said. "What do you want to be?" I asked. "Your boyfriend." He said. "And what do you want to be?" He asked. "Your boyfriend." I said and he kissed me. "Be my boyfriend then." He said and I nodded my head. I then hugged him and he kissed my cheek.

After about 5 minutes my phone went off and it was Erza texting me. "What does she want?" I asked in an annoyed tone. "Text her back." Gray said and I sighed. I picked my phone up and she text me again.

Erza- Natsu!!

Erza- It's Happy!!

Natsu- What's wrong with him?

Erza- He's stood on the guild roof saying that he'll jump

Natsu- You're pranking me

Erza- Why would you say that?!!

Natsu- He doesn't want to see me

Natsu- If he sees me he'll want to jump trust me

Erza- Natsu please

Natsu- Leave me alone

I turned my phone off and put it down. I could hear Erza texting me but I just ignored it. "What did she say?" Gray asked. "Happy wants to jump off a roof but I said if he sees me he'll just want to jump even more." I said. "So they can just deal with it themselves, he's not my problem anymore." I added. "You should probably go and save him." He said. "No, they're probably just pranking me anyway." I said. "And what if they're not?" He asked. "Like I said, they can deal with it themselves." I said. "But the guilt you will feel, you'll never be able to see your best friend again." Gray said. "Fine." I said and ran out off his house. I headed to the guild and noticed Happy on the roof. This could be my chance to die. If I save him then I can jump.

"Oh look, here comes Natsu, the guy responsible for this!" Happy shouted. "Personally I don't want to be here." I said. "Then go." He said. "Okay." I said and walked off. Erza grabbed me and threw me onto the roof. "God dammit." I said and looked at Happy. Don't look down. Don't look down. I looked down and sighed. I looked down... I grabbed Happy and jumped down. I landed on my feet and gave him to Erza. "He's your problem, not mine." I said and walked away. "Natsu, it was just a prank." Happy said. "You're not my exceed anymore!" I raised my voice and I could hear him crying. "What, so you're just going to abandon him like that?!!" Erza shouted. "Yes!" I shouted back. I started running back to Gray's and when I got there I opened the door and walked in.

"So, what happened?" Gray asked. "It was a prank." I said. "Who fakes something like that?" Gray asked. "Happy does and he's not my exceed anymore, I told him that." I said. "You just abandoned him?" Gray asked. "Yes, I can't deal with his drama anymore." I said. I sat down next to Gray and he stroked my hair. "Him and Lucy always have so much drama, it just makes me feel like they don't care about my problems." I said. "Like the other day Happy got attacked by a bunch of people in black suits and the day before that he was thrown into a building." I said. "And it just makes *Tears up* me feel like my problems don't matter." I said. Gray hugged me and I stares crying. "You can tell me your problems, I'll listen." He said. "I can't, I've gotten too used to hiding them.." I whispered.

Gray's POV

"I can't, I've gotten too used to hiding them..." Natsu whispered. "Haven't you ever told Erza about anything?" I asked. "She never listens." He said. "She only cares when it effects her and to make her look like a good person." He added. "Look, I'll tell you some of my problems that I've never told anyone because no one would listen." I said. "When I was 11 I wouldn't eat because I thought I was fat, did anyone notice? No, no one noticed and no one knows." He said. "Are you better now?" He asked. "Yeah." I answered. "And then I experienced anxiety when I was 15." He said. "No one noticed that." He said. "I know you're going through something really bad but I don't know what it is." I said which made Natsu panic slightly. "I'm not." He said and fake smiled. "I've been watching your behaviour recently and you've changed Natsu." I said. He started tearing up and I hugged him.

"I want to help you but I can't if I don't know what it is." I said. "I can't tell you..." He whispered. "If you ever want to tell me you know I'll always listen." I said and kissed him on the cheek. I got up and went into my bedroom. I closed my eyes and eventually fell asleep.