Eyo it's currently snowing but it ain't gonna set cuz the ground is wet. That's just so sad. Omg yes, nowhere to run came on my spotify. Ignore me. Anyways, here's the fanfic:
Natsu's POV
I woke up and noticed that Gray was on my phone. I looked over his shoulder and he was reading my texts with Aki. I started panicking and noticed that he was daydreaming. "What are you doing?" I asked. He turned around and dropped my phone. "Nothing." He panicked. "I know you were reading them..." I sighed. "What do you want to tell me?" He asked. "It's nothing." I said. "Natsu?" He said. "I don't trust you anymore, you were reading my messages." I said. "I want to know what's going on." He said. "You're just like the rest, acting like you care." I said. "But you don't." I said harshly. "Natsu, I do, I really do." He said. "You don't! None of you care!" I raised my voice. "Screw them, Natsu, I care about you." He said. "You don't." I said. "I do." He said. "Why?" My voice cracked. "Because you're Natsu, you care about others and you're really nice." He said. "No I'm not, I'm worthless and a waste of space." I said. Gray was shocked. I started crying and I could see tears starting to form in his eyes. "I don't deserve to be here!" I raised my voice. He started crying and I ran off. I ran to the lake and I burst into tears.
Gray's POV
I watched as Natsu ran out. I was crying and I wiped the tears away. I got my phone out and started texting Erza.
Gray- Natsu said he's a waste of space and he doesn't deserve to be here
Erza- Did he say anything else?
Gray- He called himself worthless
Erza- Where is he now?
Gray- I don't know
Erza- How?
Gray- He ran off
Erza- Find him
Erza- Find him right now!
Gray- Okay, go tell Gramps
Erza- I will, tell me when you find him
Gray- I will
Erza- Keep him safe
Gray- I will
I turned my phone off and threw it on my bed. I went to the lake and saw pink hair. I realised that it was Natsu and I ran over to him. He saw me and hugged me. He was shaking and he started squeezing me. "I get these voices in my head telling me to kill myself and to just end it all!" He raised his voice in my chest. He was crying really hard and I felt tears started to fill my eyes. "I can't deal with this anymore!" He shouted. I stayed silent and listened to him. "I want to die Gray, I want to just end it all, I tried to drown myself but Gildarts saved me." He cried. "I just want *sob* to die!!" He shouted. I noticed Erza and Gramps were standing there watching us. Natsu noticed as well and ran off again. "Natsu!" I shouted. I chased after him and tackled him to the ground. He pushed me off him and started punching my chest.
"WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TELL THEM?!!" He shouted. "I HATE YOU!!!" I screamed and I hugged him. Erza and Gramps came towards us and he looked at them both. "Why Natsu..." Erza whispered. "You want to know why, oh I'll tell you why." He said and wiped his tears away. "Everyday Lucy is a bitch to me and Happy is constantly harassing me and I have this voice in my head telling me to end it. That's why!" He raised his voice at the end. "Natsu, you could've told us, we would've listened." Erza said. "Yeah right." He said and sighed.
"Do you want to go to the guild?" Gramps asked. Natsu nodded his head and we started walking towards the guild. The whole way there Natsu was chewing his hoodie and playing with his nails. Once we arrived there Gramps took Natsu upstairs alone so me and Erza just sat there talking about the events that had happened today.
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I'm broken *completed*
FanfictionRewriting!! Since my other two stories got a lot of reads I thought I'd make another one. Basically Natsu is depressed but I'm gonna make it more about him actually hiding it instead of everyone knowing.
