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Natsu's Birthday

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️ Suicide

2 months later

I was sat in the hospital. I knew that Natsu was going to die. Why did he do this?! I hate him! Why Natsu. Why him. He doesn't deserve this. I saw one of the doctors come out of the room and he came over to me. "He unfortunately passed away, I'm sorry for your loss." He said sadly and walked off. No. No. No. Natsu. I sighed and went to the guild. They will have to find out before I start crying. Once i arrived there everyone looked at me. I walked towards Erza and she seemed to be confused. "Are you alright?" She asked. "He did it..." I whispered. "Wait what?" "Natsu did it." I burst into tears and she was shocked. She hugged me and started crying as well. "I'm so sorry." She said. She split the hug and I grabbed a note out of my pocket. I gave it to her and she started reading it. I walked out of the guild and went home. I fell on my bed and cried my eyes out. I loved him. He was only 17. He was so young. I hate him for this. I saw his scarf on my bed and I cried even more. I hugged it and realised that all I have is memories.

I opened my eyes and looked around. That can't have been a dream. That felt too real. (There was no time skip, it was just in the dream, it's only the next day) I got up and went into the kitchen. When I saw Natsu I hugged him from behind and he raised an eyebrow. "I had a bad dream." I whispered. He turned around and hugged me. "I love you." I said. "I love you too." He said back. He split the hug and I put my hand on his chin. I kissed him and he kissed back. I put my tongue on his mouth for permission and he let me in. I explored his mouth and put my hand on his waist. "Get a room." I heard Happy say. We both stopped kissing and looked at him. I grabbed Natsu's arm and took him into our room. I closed the door behind us and Happy looked shocked. I pushed Natsu on the bed and he smiled. "Wait until tomorrow." He said. "Why?" I asked. "I'm still 17, tomorrow I'll be 18 so it's legal." He explained. "Ah, okay, we'll just sleep then." I said and he put his head on my shoulder. "So it's your birthday tomorrow?" I asked. "Yeah, it's no big deal." He answered. I had an idea.

Next day

I woke up and slowly got out of bed. I went to where Happy and Luna sleep to wake them up. I picked Happy up and tapped Luna. She woke up and followed me around. Happy then woke up and flew out of my arms. I went into the kitchen and Happy raised an eyebrow. "It's Natsu's birthday today, he's 18." I whispered. Happy smiled and flew around my kitchen. "I've already gotten him some presents so if you want to buy something for him then go now." I said. "I have no money." He said sadly. I got a 5 pound note from the side and gave it to him. He nodded his head and went out. I went into the storage room and started wrapping some stuff up.

After about an hour Happy came home and gave me some stuff to wrap up. Once I finished wrapping the stuff I put all the presents on the sofa and waited for Natsu to wake up.

Natsu's POV

I woke up and opened my eyes. I sat up and sniffed the air. I could smell food. I jumped out of bed and ran into the kitchen. I saw Gray and Happy looking at me. "I can smell food." I said and Gray laughed. I looked at the sofa and saw some presents. I looked at Gray and raised an eyebrow. "They're for you, happy birthday." He said. I ran towards him and hugged him tightly. "Thank you." I said. I split the hug and started opening the presents.

Time skip- After Natsu has opened all his presents

I looked at Gray and hugged him again. "Thank you." I said and he laughed. I looked at Happy and he was smiling. "Thank you Happy." I said and I split the hug with Gray. I was used to getting just a card which was normally from Happy but all this was amazing. After a while we had a party and I was drinking wkd.

"So, how do you feel about being 18?" Gray asked. I smiled and he kissed me on my cheek. "It's alright." I said. "You know you can bring Erza or Wendy over to party for a bit." He said. "Or we could just go to the guild." I suggested. "I don't want to bring a drunk Natsu home." He said. "If you get more drunk than me then I can bring you home." I said and he smiled. I jumped off the counter and Happy came towards us. "We're going to the guild." I said and he nodded his head. Once we got to the guild Gray told Mira that is was my birthday which made her tell everyone so we were now having a party. After a while I got bored and walked over to Gray.

"Hey." I said. I hugged him from behind and he smiled. I walked in front of him and he moved my hair out of my eyes. "There's a closet over there." He said and pointed at it. I looked at it and looked back at him. "And?" I was sorta confused as to what he was trying to say. "You wanna go in there?" He asked. I knew what he meant and I grabbed his wrist. I pushed him in there and shut the door. "Hopefully no one saw us." I whispered. I didn't know what to do so I just looked at Gray. He came towards me and kissed me. I kissed back and he put his tongue in my mouth. He took my shirt off and put his arm on my back. I took his shirt off and put my hand on the back of his neck.

"Is this your first time?" He asked. "Yeah." I answered. "Why?" I asked. "Just wondering how I should treat you." He replied. "What if we make noise?" I asked. He looked at me and smiled. "Then the guild will hear us." He answered. I panicked and pushed him off me. "But then they'll k-" "That's why we keep quiet." He cut me off. I walked towards him and started kissing his neck. "So...you do know...what to do." He said. I stopped and moved the hair out of his face. "I sorta guessed." I said. He pushed me against the wall and took my Jean's off. I took his shorts off and he started kissing my neck.

Erza's POV

I looked around and couldn't see Natsu. I couldn't see Gray either. I walked towards Mira and sat on a chair next to Cana. "Have either of you two seen Natsu or Gray?" I asked. Mira shook her head and smiled at Lisanna who asked for a drink. "The last I saw them, they were hugging." Cana said in a drunk voice. "Another drink please Mira." She said and gave Mirajane the glass. I looked around again and saw the closet door open. I saw Natsu and Gray come out of it. Gray was naked and Natsu was blushing. Had they? I looked at Mira and she had a nosebleed. She squealed and then fainted. Cana seemed confused and then I pointed at the boys. She did the same but I managed to catch her before she fell.

I watched them go home with Happy. I smiled and decided to go home as well. I got into my bed and fell asleep.