I'm broken *completed*

Natsu!

⚠️TW⚠️ Anorexia

5 days later

I was sat on my bed and I felt starving. I was so dehydrated and hadn't had a shower ever since the fight. I stood up and felt really dizzy. I had a really bad headache and I fell over. I felt really thirsty. I needed some water. I got up and ran to the guild. I kept falling over but I always got straight back up. I pushed the guild doors open and everyone looked at me. I fell over and Erza rushed to my side with Mirajane and Lucy. My throat really hurt and everything was spinning.

"When is the last time you ate anything?" Erza asked and I tried to get up but fell over again. "5 days." I said in a deep tone as my voice went all weird from not drinking in days. "Have you drank anything?" Lucy asked and I shook my head. Mira rushed to the bar and got some water. She tried to give it to me but I pushed it away. My throat was really dry which made me cough a few times. Erza grabbed my stomach as was shocked by how skinny I was. Mira brang the glass of water to my mouth and I tried to escape but was too weak. Mira poured some of the water in my mouth but I refused to swallow it.

"Swallow it Natsu." Lucy ordered and I did as she said. I coughed and looked at Mira who had a really worried expression on her face. I took the water out of her hands and chugged it. She got me some more and I chugged that as well. I got up but Erza grabbed my wrist before I could go anywhere. "Make sure to eat some food." She said and let me go. I nodded my head and walked home. I got into my bed and went straight to sleep.

3 months later

Natsu is in hospital because he fainted the night before from not eating for a week and a half and he's now been diagnosed with anorexia

Still Natsu's POV

I woke up and opened my eyes. I was allowed to go home and I knew that the guild was going to try to look after me. I went home and when I got there I got a test from Erza.

Erza- Gray just woke up and he knows that something is going on

Natsu- You just want me to come to the guild don't you?

Erza- Well yeah

Erza- Gray said he really wants to see you

Natsu- Fine

I turned my phone off and put an oversized hoodie on. I put some Jean's on but they bairley fit so I put my smallest pair I had. I looked at myself in the mirror and sighed. I look so fat but everyone tells me I'm not. I looked at the door and sighed again. I walked out of the house and locked the door behind me. I ran to the guild but stopped running halfway there as I was too out of breath. When I finally got to the guild I opened the doors and Erza took me to the infirmary. I looked at Gray and when he noticed me he looked shocked. Erza walked out of the room leaving us alone.

"What happened to you?" He asked and I burst into tears. He got up and hugged me. He let go straight away and lifted my hoodie up. He turned around and I could hear him crying. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. He turned around and looked at me. "You have nothing to be sorry about Natsu." He said angrily. I pulled my hoodie down and looked at the ground. "I was diagnosed with anorexia two days ago." I said which made him cry even more. "I'm so sorry you have to go through this." He said and I started to tear up. I started chewing on my hoodie and he looked at me.

"I will help you get through this." He said and I nodded my head. After a while we went home and when we got there I went straight to sleep. I couldn't be asked to deal with people, even if it was Gray.