I'm broken *completed*

But Why?

Gray's POV

"I cheated on her!"

Wait what? Natsu would never do such a thing. He probably had a reason for it. "Why?" I asked and he burst into tears. "It's not a good enough excuse." He said. "Natsu." I whispered. "Fine!" He said and sighed. "Me and her were arguing but at the time I kept thinking about suicide so I was in a really bad place. I thought that not being with her would help so I tried to break up with her but she just wouldn't listen. I gave up after a couple of days so I went to see Sting and that's when it happened. I thought it would make me feel happy or different." He explained. "Well did it?" I asked. "Well I guess." He replied. I walked towards him and hugged him. He hugged me back and I stroked his hair.

"I don't want you to think that I'm gonna do it again because I won't. Lucy made me feel sad but you make me feel loved and safe. I trust you and I want you to trust me." He said. "I trust you Natsu and I know that you would ever do anything to hurt me." I whispered and he put his head in my chest. "Does she understand why you did it?" I asked and he shook his head. "I think you should tell her." "No!" He raised his voice and split the hug. "I can't just blame it on my depression Gray." He said and I sighed. "You were thinking about suicide." I reminded him. "So?! That isn't an excuse to break someones trust." He said. I didn't know what to say so I just went silent.

"Gray, I pretty much gave her trust issues. If she ever has a relationship again she is going to have a hard time trusting her partner and it's probabky going to be like that for her whole life." He said and I sighed. "And you're gonna have scars on you for the rest of yours." I said and he looked like he was trying his best not to cry.

"I did that to myself, that was my choice." He said angrily. "I know that..." I whispered. "Just leave me alone." He said and walked out of the house. I watched him leave and I sighed. I didn't know what to do so I just went to the guild.

"Where's Natsu?" I heard Erza ask from behind me. I turned around and fake smiled. "He's probably at the lake or something." I said and she sighed. "Don't lie to me Gray." She said. "Fine, we kinda had an argument and he told me to leave him alone." I explained. Erza nodded her head and continued to eat her strawberry cake. I decided to check on Natsu with Lucy and Wendy joining me. When we got to the lake we saw him stabbing the grass with a knife. I walked towards him and he dropped it. I sat next to him and Lucy sat in front of him. Wendy sat next to Lucy and Natsu looked away from us.

"You okay?" Lucy asked and Natsu nodded his head. He then got up and ran away. I tried to run after him but Lucy stopped me. "Leave him." She said and walked away with Wendy. I decided to go see Lyon as he wanted to see me. When I got there he was giving me the death stare. He came towards me and looked down.

"Don't speak to me ever again." He said harshly. "Why?" I asked. "I don't like you." He said. "But why?" I asked and he clenched his fists. "Because you're so annoying, first of all you're literally in the most annoying guild and second you're gay." He explained. "Wow, I thought you were way better than that." I said and he grit his teeth. "Now go away you faggot." He said and I nodded my head. I walked away and went to the guild. I sat on a table alone and that's when Erza came towards me.

"You alright Gray?" She asked and I felt tears start to form in my eyes. "I'm fine." I said and looked down. "You don't seem it." She said. "I said I'm fine!" I raised my voice which caused everyone to look at me. I burst into tears and they were all shocked. Erza hugged me and I hugged back. After a while I decided to go home and when I got there I saw Natsu giving me a weird look. He kept following me around and it was confusing me.

"Stop acting weird." I said and he nodded his head. He went into our room and I sighed. After a couple of minutes he continued to follow me around. "What is it?" I asked and he raised an eyebrow. "Why do you keep following me Natsu?" "I-I, I don't know." He said and went back into our room. I followed him and sat on the bed. He came close to my face which caused us both to blush.

"You've been crying." He said and I pushed him away from me. "I haven't." "You have." He said. "Whatever." I said and layed down. I turned around so I couldn't look at him. He layed down as well and put his hand around my waist. He put his head in the back of my neck and I smiled.

"Why does it look like you've been crying?" He asked. "Because Lyon was being rude to me." I said. "How?" He asked and I sighed. "He called me annoying and said that he doesn't want to speak to me again." "That it?" He asked. "He also called me a faggot..." I whispered and I felt Natsu move slightly. "Ignore him." He said and I nodded my head. Natsu was obviously going to do something as he was trying to make me fall asleep. He stroked my hair which made me feel relaxed. After a while I closed my eyes and fell asleep.