I'm broken *completed*

Telling Gajeel

Gray's POV

I woke up and looked around for Natsu but he wasn't there. I went into the kitchen and saw him sitting with Happy. I went back into the bedroom and saw a note on the side of the table. I read it and was shocked. (It's the note that Natsu wrote earlier but I'll put it hear as you probably can't remember what it says)

'It's so hard. I'm trying to find ways to not cut. No one understands my pain and I don't want anyone to. It's horrible and I don't want anyone else to go through this. I feel like a burden. I feel like Gray is annoyed that he has to look after me. I do nothing for him but he does everything for me. I want to do something but I'm too scared to ask. I just want to be helpful. Whenever I go to the guild I get overwhelmed. I can't have a normal conversation anyone without feeling sad. This morning I just wanted to sleep but couldn't so I got mad. And now I'm not hungry when I should be. I think it's just getting worse. And the voices in my head came back. Telling me to cut. I hate it. I just want to be normal. Why can't I be like everyone else? I used to be so happy but now I'm just a depressed idiot that no one cares about. I just had to get that off my chest.'

I put it down and went back into the kitchen. I hugged Natsu from behind and he let me. After a while I split the hug and went to the guild.

Natsu's POV

I watched Gray walk out of the house and I stood there wondering why he trusts me. I looked at Luna and took her out for a walk. When I got back home I told Happy to look after her while I go to the guild. I was walking towards the guild and once I got there I stood in front of the doors. I was about in but I couldn't. I was shaking and put my hand on the door. I pushed it and walked in. I stood still and I could see some people looking at me.

"You alright Natsu?" I heard Erza ask. I felt dizzy and everything was a blur. My breathing started to go heavy and I realised what was happened. "Calm down." I whispered to myself. 'It's going to be okay.' I thought and my breathing started to go back to normal. I could see perfectly fine again and was no longer dizzy. I walked towards Erza and she was looking very worried. "Panic attack." I said and she nodded her head. I saw Gajeel and walked towards him. I tapped him on the shoulder and he turned around to look at me. "You good bro?" He asked and I looked down. "Can I speak to you about something?" I asked and he nodded his head. I walked out of the guild with him following me. I breathed in the fresh air and looked at Gajeel.

"I know that you know there is something wrong with me." I said and he raised an eyebrow. "You and Wendy." "Oh yeah." He said and I sighed. "I, uh... I'm depressed." I whispered and looked down. I could tell that he was shocked. I looked back at him and he seemed to be sad. He hugged me and I hugged back. After a while we split the hug and I looked down again. "I'm sorry that you have to go through that." He said and I smiled. "Gray is helping me." I informed him. "Are you going to tell the guild?" He asked and I nodded my head. "I will but I just don't know when." I said and he put a hand on my shoulder. "If any of them are mean to you tell me and I'll sort em out." He said and I smiled. "Thanks Gajeel." I said and we went back inside. I ran towards Erza and sat in front of her.

"Hi." She said and I laughed. I feel very hyper. I fell off the chair and laughed even harder. Erza started laughing as well which caused some of the guild members to look at us. I could see Gray laughing in the corner of my eye and then he came towards us. He picked me up and put me back on the chair. "Thanks." I whispered and he sat next to me. "I might tell the guild soon about you know..." I whispered and Gray looked shocked. So did Erza. Gray hugged me and I hugged back. I felt really relaxed and found it hard to keep my eyes open. I closed them and opened them again. "Just go to sleep." I heard Gray say. He was laughing. He stroked my hair which made me feel even more relieved. I closed my eyes and instantly fell asleep.