I'm broken *completed*

Argument

Natsu's POV

I woke up and went to the bathroom. Luna followed me and looked like she was about to bark. She ran around me a few times and started barking. After a couple of seconds the bedroom door open and there stood a worried looking Gray. I shrugged and picked Luna up. She was confused and licked my face. I put her in the tub and grabbed the dog shampoo. Gray walked in the room and sat on the toilet seat. I started washing Luna and she was confused. She started wagging her tail which made water go everywhere. I started laughing and could see Gray smiling in the corner of my eye. After I had finished washing Luna I got her out of the bath and dried her. She started running around my house and Happy followed her around. Gray got up and walked towards me. He hugged me and I hugged back. After a while we split the hug and I went to get food. I was going to cut the food but Luna started barking.

"Luna be quiet." I said in a calm tone but she continued to bark. Gray walked into the room and I looked at him. He raised an eyebrow and looked at the knife I was holding. I ignored the dog and started cutting my food. Gray went back into our room and Luna eventually stopped barking. I ate my food and went into our bedroom to see a worried looking Gray. I raised an eyebrow and he smiled. He left the room and I looked at his phone. He didn't have a password so I easily got in. I saw things I didn't expect to see.

Juvia- Tell Natsu to go kill himself

Juvia- You shouldn't be with someone who is a suicidal freak

Juvia- He's going to be dead soon so just be with me instead

Juvia- I won't cry all the time or have really "bad" problems

Juvia- He doesn't even have problems

Gray- Juvia I'm gay so I literally can't be with you

Juvia- What if I just said I was a male

Gray- That's not the point

Gray- I

Gray- Don't

Gray- Like

Gray- You

Juvia- Fine then

Juvia- You won't ever see Natsu again

I turned his phone off and put it on the bed. I walked out of the room and could see a panicking Gray. "Ignore what Juvia says." I said and he turned around. "But what if she hurts you?" He asked. "I know how to defend myself." I said and I realised that he was sweating. I noticed that he was shaking as well. "But she could still hurt you." He said in a panicky tone. "Okay just calm down." I said and he was shaking even more. I walked closer to him and put my hand on his cheek. He looked at me in the eyes and I could hear his breathing starting to go faster. "It's going to be okay." I said calmly. "I'm going to be fine and so are you." I whispered. He started to breathe normally again and was no longer shaking. He hugged me and burst into tears.

"I don't want to lose you Natsu!" He cried. I didn't know what to say so I just stayed silent. "I can't live without you, you're the only person I have, I can't lose you." He sobbed. I stroked his hair and saw Happy fly into the room. He looked confused and he raised an eyebrow. Gray put his head on my chest and cried even more. Juvia will pay for making him feel like this.

"Promise me that if Juvia hurts you you'll tell me." He said. I stayed silent as I knew I wouldn't be able to keep that promise. "Natsu promise me!" He raised his voice. "I'm not going to make promises I can't keep." I said and he split the hug. He grabbed my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. "I don't want you to get hurt." He said. "Well I do." I whispered and he looked down. "You don't understand how much that will hurt me if you died." He said and I looked away. He let me go and I looked at Happy. I looked away and sighed. (I hear sirens lol)

"I can't deal with the pain anymore Gray." My voice cracked. He wiped his tears away and looked at me. "So I think it's just best if I let myself be hurt by Juvia, at least that way I wouldn't have done it to myself." I said and he started to get angry. "If you can't live for yourself then live for fairy tail, live for me." He said. "It's hard." I whispered. "I know but please just try, I can't live without you." He said. "And I can't live." I raised my voice and ran out of the house. I could hear Gray chasing me so I ran faster. He started running faster as well. I tripped on something and fell to the ground. I got straight back up and it hurt to run. I ignored it and jumped in a tree. I saw Gray run past the tree and he was looking around for me. I jumped down and went to the nearest house I could find. I knocked on the door and saw Sting answer it.

"Natsu?" He said. "Can I stay here for tonight?" I asked and he nodded his head. He let me in and I followed him into a room. He gave me some spare clothes and I got change into them. "Is it okay for me to ask why you're here?" He asked. I nodded my head and sat on the bed. "Me and Gray are dating." I said. He looked shocked and then was confused. "We had an argument." I said and he put his hand on my shoulder. "Get some sleep, you look tired." He said and walked out of the room. "Thank you Sting." I said as he walked out. I got comfortable in the bed and closed my eyes. I couldn't stop thinking about Gray. I felt so bad. I'm so selfish.