I'm broken *completed*

Going Home

Natsu's POV

I woke up and opened my eyes. I looked around and saw some doctors. I sat up and felt light headed straight after. One of the doctors looked at me and walked out of the room. After a couple of seconds I saw Gray run in. He looked at me sadly and I looked down. "I'm sorry..." I whispered. He came towards me and sat on the bed. "No, I'm sorry for not being there for you, you know that you can tell me anything." He said. I smiled and he hugged me. After a while I split the hug and Erza came in with Gramps. I looked at Erza and she was crying. I had made her cry. I looked at the floor and could see blood stains on it. They were probably mine to be honest. I sniffed them and it was my blood. I looked back at Gray and he had blood on his shirt. Has he not gotten dressed?

"Gray, go get dressed, you can't wear that all day." I said. "I wore these all night so I'll be fine." He said. "Have you eaten?" I asked. He looked down and shook his head. "Go eat something." I said. "But I c-" "No excuses." I cut him off. He sighed and I looked at him in the eyes. "Erza and Gramps are here so I'll be fine." I said and he nodded his head. He went to the door and opened it. He looked at me before walking out and I sighed. "Natsu." Gramps said. I looked at him and he seemed to be angry. "When you come out of hospital I will need to speak to you." He said. I nodded my head and felt tears start to form in my eyes. I felt so bad. I didn't want this to happen. "I also want you to tell Happy about this." He said and I was shocked. Happy. I completely forgot about him. I'm such a bad friend. I was too busy with Gray to even notice him. I don't even know where he lives. I looked down and sighed.

"I haven't spoken to Happy in ages..." I whispered. "I don't even know where he lives or if we're even friends." I said. Erza was shocked. "He lives on his own and he wants to talk to you but he said that you're too busy with Gray." She explained. Happy lives on his own?! On his own! I just abandoned him. How does he cook? I need to help him out. "When can I leave this hospital?" I asked. "I'll go ask." Gramps said and walked off. I feel so bad. Happy probably hates me. I need to talk to him, apologise to him. I noticed Gramps coming back and he smiled. "Now if you want but the doctor said that you should probably get some help." He said. I looked at the table on the side and realised that my phone was there. I went on it and texted Gray.

Natsu- Can you bring me some clothes

Gray- Sure, what do you want

Natsu- A hoodie and some jeans or something

Gray- Okay

I turned my phone off and waited for like half an hour for Gray to arrive. He walked in with my clothes and I went to the bathroom to get changed. I then came out and Gray gave me a piggyback to his place. He put me down on the sofa and started making some food. I got my phone out and started to text Happy as I still had his number.

Natsu- I need to speak to you

Happy- Natsu?

Natsu- Can you come to Gray's?

Happy- Sure, I'll be there in a sec

Natsu- Okay

I put my phone on the table and sighed. I started tapping my leg and impatiently waited for Happy to arrive. After about 5 minutes there was a knock at the door and I answered it. Happy was stood there and I let him in. He followed me to my bedroom and I shut the door. "What did you want to speak to me about?" He asked. I looked down and burst into tears. He seemed confused and I hugged him. "I'm sorry that I abandoned you." I cried. He started crying as well. "I didn't mean any of what I said that day, I'm so so so sorry." I sobbed. "It's okay Natsu, I know that you've been going through some stuff." He said. "But I shouldn't use that as an excuse." I said. I let go of him and sighed. "There's also something that you should know..." I whispered. He was confused and I sighed again. "I just came out of hospital." I said and he was starting to get worried. "Why?" He asked. I grabbed a pillow and hugged it for emotional support. I squeezed it and sighed yet another time. (Natsu stop sighing!)

"I tried to kill myself." I said and Happy hugged me. "Why?!" He asked. "I can't deal with the pain anymore." I whispered. He stopped hugging me and grabbed my wrist. He pulled the sleeve up and started crying even more. Smart cat. (I accidentally put car 😂😂) I pulled my sleeve back down and cried even more. "Please don't tell anyone Happy." I begged and he nodded his head. "Only Erza, Gramps and Gray know." I said. "Oh and Gildarts." "How does he know?" Happy asked. "He saved me from drowning myself." I said and Happy looked down. "Anyways, how are you?" I asked. "I'm fine." He said and flew onto the desk. He picked up a photo of me and him when I was 14. He put it down and sat back down on my bed. "Do you know how to cook?" I asked. He shook his head and I sighed. "Do you want something to eat?" I asked. He shook his head and his stomach rumbled. "You sure?" I asked. "I'm starving." He said and I nodded my head. I got up and he followed me into the kitchen. Gray had stopped making food and he was now eating. Happy was now sat on my shoulder and I went to the fridge.

"What do you want?" I asked and Happy looked in the fridge. "Do you have any fish?" He asked. "I'm not sure." I said and looked in the cupboards. I found a can of tuna and he took it out of my hands. He tried to open it but failed. (Auto correct changed that to he died 😭🤣😭🤣😭🤣😭 I was like poor Happy) I rolled my eyes and took it out of his hands. "Do you want it cold?" I asked. "Aye." He said. I nodded my head and opened the can. I gave it back to him and he started eating it. I looked at Gray and went towards him.

"Would it be alright if Happy moved in?" I asked in a really quiet tone. "Are you two good now?" He asked. "I guess so." I whispered. "I guess he could keep an eye on you while I'm out." He mumbled. "If you want him to live here then he can." He said. I smiled and kissed him on the cheek. I've never done that before. I walked over to Happy and he had already finished the tuna he was eating. "Do you want to move in?" I asked. He raised an eyebrow and I sighed. "I don't want you to be lonely and you can't even cook." I said. "Is Gray okay with it?" He asked. I nodded my head and he hugged me. "Pleaseeee." He whined. "I'll help you get your stuff." I said and he flew to the door. "Natsu!" Gray raised his voice. I turned around and looked at him. "Before you live, can you get Luna, Wendy is looking after her." He said. She should just be in the guild so I guess we could just stop off there on the way. "Okay." I said and we went to the guild first.

I saw the guild doors and took a deep breath before walking in. I noticed Wendy straight away and ran towards her. She smiled and gave me Luna's lead. I looked around and saw Luna playing with Romeo. I walked towards them and Luna licked my face. I put her on the lead and went back to Wendy. "Thank you." I said. "No problem." She said and I took Happy to my old house.

I opened the door and Happy started to get his stuff. Once he had got everything we went back to Gray's. I walked through the door and he wasn't in the kitchen or living room. "Gray?" I said. I went in the bathroom and noticed that the floor had been cleaned. I went back into the kitchen and saw Happy sitting on the counter. I walked into Gray's room and saw him hugging my scarf. I walked closer to him and he was crying. I hugged him and he put his head in my chest. I started to stroke his hair and stopped as I felt awkward.

"Is Gray okay?" I heard Happy ask from the door. I looked at him and made a confused face. I took my scarf out of Gray's arms and put it next to me. "I keep thinking that you could've died." He cried. I was shocked. I had made Gray cry. "I wouldn't be able to live without you." He said. But you're gonna have to learn...