I Fell In Love With A Vampire 2 [BTS Taehyung fanfic]

Chapter Nineteen

Who are we anymore?

Sunny's POV

I drag Taehyung into the boy's bathroom ignoring the looks I was getting from the men around me. I was so upset at Taehyung for what he did, but I still needed to help him. I want to make sure he is okay, sometimes I wonder why I worry for him when he does such horrible things. I guess that's what love is, I love him. 

But it seems like everyday he is getting crazier, I don't understand what's going on, and he is being secretive. Last year I would've done everything to figure out what he is up to, but now I am tired. I just want to live a little normal for once. 

Taehyung walks up to the sink, looking at himself in the mirror in front of him for a while. Then, he looks down at his hands that were bloody and bruised. 

"Taehyung, what the hell was that about?" I lock the bathroom door giving us some privacy. 

He sighs heavily before turning on the faucet and wetting his hands, afraid to face my eyes, "Nothing," I widen my eyes approaching him. 

"So you're going to get in a physical fight with Jinhwan, and not tell me what it's about?" I waited for a response, however he didn't speak, "Taehyung! Are you really going to ignore me right now?" He rubs his hands with the soap that he just squirted. I straightened out my back, and folded my arms together. Of course he's not going to tell me, "You know the other day when I fed and got upset at you because you've been acting secretive?" He looks up at me through the mirror, "You still didn't give me an explanation for why you were acting that way, instead you kissed me to make it all feel better. And-and now you won't tell me about this? Is this what we are going to keep doing Taehyung," He finished washing his hands and turned off the water. Taehyung reaches for the paper towel and dries his hands turning around to face me, "Are you just going to kiss me again to make me forget about it?"

"I can't do this right now, Sunny," He sounded worn out. 

"It seems like we can never," I looked down at my shoes feeling a bit hopeless. This gave me the same feeling as when we first dated. How Taehyung didn't want me to care for him, he wanted his space and to be independent. It made us breakup...Is that what he wants now? Space? 

"I just..." 

"When is the right time Taehyung? Please tell me when we can discuss this?" 

"We keep discussing it!" Taehyung raises his voice frustrated, "It's always about the same thing,"

"So we are still on the topic of Jinhwan, great!" I turn around facing the door and place my fingers on my forehead, "Is that why you fought him?" 

"Why would you think I started the fight?" I scoffed before turning around quickly. 

"Is it that hard to guess? This man has done nothing to us, but you still have a problem with him! Why would he hurt you?" He looks at me intensely. 

"I don't have bad intentions Sunny,  you know that. Nothing I do is coming from a bad plac-"

"Then talk to me!" I walk up to him, "Talk to me Taehyung...Did you forget that I'm still here? I'm still the Sunny that went through hell and back for this relationship to be successful. I also fought for this Taehyung, so let me in." Placing my hands on his chest all I wanted to do was go back to last year. I misses the connection we had, because now it feels like its gone. 

Slowly Taehyung brings his hands over mine and I look him in his eyes, only for him to not look back, "Trust me Sunny, that's all I want from yo-" 

"Why are you making the decision? Why do you get to choose when to include me in your life as your girlfriend?" My hands quickly leave his chest upset at his response, and finally his eyes meet mine.