I Fell In Love With A Vampire 2 [BTS Taehyung fanfic]

Chapter Twenty Nine

Meeting Up

Sunny POV

I'm doing the right thing, right? Killing Jinhwan is reasonable right? I can't be having second thoughts about this. Theres a whole another side to him that he is keeping from everyone, and that side is dangerous and scary. For all of our safety and to keep our secret safe, he needs to die...I have this feeling in my gut though, I know I don't want to kill Jinhwan but now I have to. I only suggested that idea but there's nothing else to do, and as my scent I'm going to have to kill at some point. However Jinhwan is my friend. 

Maybe its the emotional connection talking but finding out. about all of this doesn't change how I feel for him. While Uni and Taehyung were always together I was lonely, and Jinhwan has always there for me. We hung out a lot, we opened up a lot, and I felt like he was a true friend. After hearing all that he does I'm hurt. I'm hurt because now I have to kill my friend, something I really don't want to do. I'm going to be alone again, Jinhwan isn't going to be with me anymore...despite all the bad he's done, I cant help but feel this way. 

It's almost like don't want to go back to dealing with Taehyung or Uni, the situation is just so messy and I don't know if I can ever forgive them...so I'll be alone. Sure Lei will be there but she's always with Uni, and I don't even want to face her. Just the thought of her gives me anger. How can she be so selfish? She knew Taehyung and I were going through a lot, she knew how I felt but still betrayed me. My childhood best friend literally slept with my boyfriend, how can I ever get passed that? 

How can I ever get passed that with Taehyung. I love him, and no matter what I do those feeling are not going away. Taking time away from him, yelling at him, or just changing my routine-I can't stop thinking of him...

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Taehyung picks me up to drive to the local diner. Uni, Namjoon, Taehyung, and I were going to discuss the plan him and I agreed on. We needed to make sure it was smart and safe so no one gets hurt. The car ride was awkward, I could tell Taehyung had so much to get off his chest but he kept quiet as he drove. He glanced at my a couple times but I continue looking at the window in front of me. 

Finally he gives up and looks over at me, "Are you sure you want to do this Sunny?" I looked over at him and nodded with low energy. 

"Yeah, this is all we can do," He continues to look at me in guilt, like this was all his fault, "Aish eyes on the road," Taehyung does as I say and I also look ahead of me. 

"Because we can always discuss other plans, I just don't want you to get hurt," I scoffed at his response. Since when does he care about what hurts me? He didn't care when he slept with my best friend. 

"I'll be fine, I just want all of this to be over," I felt his glance at me before taking a deep sigh. I knew what he was thinking. 

Taehyung tightens his grip on the wheel, "What happens when this is all over?" He softly speaks. I hesitate to respond because I really don't know. I don't know what will happen between Taehyung and I, or Uni and I, or even myself as a vampire. I don't know what will happen after I kill Jinhwan, and I don't want to think about it.

I adjust myself in my seat before speaking, "I don't know..." I respond. It was silent, Taehyung doesn't respond to me. He continues to drive and I look out of the window. 

After a couple minutes of silence he finally speaks, "Have you thought about it?" I look over my shoulder to him, "About us?" I bite my lip at the thought, I didn't know what to say. My heart is split in two and its so much to think about. How will I ever regain his trust? How do we bounce back from this? 

"Taehyung you cheated on me...it's not like we just had a small fight, this is something more," He  immediately nods. 

"I know I know...but I really want don't want to end this here," Taehyung faces me, "I know what I did was horrible, and I know I broke your trust. But I'm willing to work for however long to gain it back. Sunny I love you, only you," Once he tells me he loves me I quickly turn away from him. Those words easily make me doing anything and I can't do that right now, plus how can you love me then do that?