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'he's gone',
I said, looking at my patient who was laying on the operating table, we had tried to resuscitate him but it was no use,
'time of death 11:42',
I said taking my gloves off and walking out of the OR as the rest of my team covered the body. I slowly made my way through the halls thinking about everything that I did wrong,
'baby how'd your surgery go?',
Jackson asked walking towards me with a smile on his face, I looked up at him confused and tears began to swell in my eyes,
'woah, woah, woah what happened?',
Jackson asked quickly walking towards me, I shook my head,
'he died',
I said as the tears began to fall, Jackson quickly wrapped his arms around me,
'I've never lost a patient before',
I said quietly, Jackson pulled back in shock slightly,
'it's gonna be okay',
Jackson said, I was in shock slightly,
'I thought I did everything right but then his heart just stopped; I must have done something wrong',
I said slightly panicking, Jackson quickly pulled me in to the closest on-call room so nobody else saw me,
'y/n things happen okay and sometimes there is nothing we can do about it. As long as you did everything you could have possible done that is all that matters'.
