These pills keep me sane
While my heart hurts in pain
'I mean'
My mind's breaking every way
As my soul shatters every fucking day
'And as you know'
I used to love to count the sands of time
'Everytime though'
I wished that I could cry
'But sadly for me'
Lived my life in misery
Till he came to visit me
'So'
Like a wall built up to never break
I softly tumbled as I was shaped
'But for me'
Love was so deep it was like hurting inside
'Thankfully'
Like always I'll slip outside
'But unfortunately for me'
Like abuse, everyday I fall
Till I am stalled
'I mean'
I just wanted to show my true colors
But sadly horrible are the others
I want to leave my shell
Like the demons who go to hell
'I used to be so hopeful'
Just like how I used to wish to trust
Till I rusted and turned to dust
Don't know how to obey
'If I'm honest, I don't care'
That's why disobedience is my way
'Sadly'
Didn't know when to give up
So in a ditch I kinda ended up
Your not my knight
So I'm not going down without a fight
'And like I said'
All feelings are hard to control
That's why I'm no longer whole
'So now'
When I hide no more pain will come
That's when I realized who I've become
'Though sometimes'
The lid on my life is loose
That's why I tighten my noose
'Everyone's extraordinary, so'
Were all our own kind of different
That's why I choose to be uniquely magnificent
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
Short StoryIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...
