Journal Entry 38

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I don't know what to do, I don't know how to word things for others to understand I don't know who to talk to. I have so many people I could talk to but I can't talk to any of them, I feel like I'm losing my mind because I can't talk to anyone. I can't talk to my friends their to young to understand I have no adults to talk to who won't size me up and judge me first. Also my boyfriend I can never talk to him he's either to busy, grounded or gets annoyed when I talk to much and it hurts me so bad I just am so overwhelmed. I just don't know what to do with my life everyone wants me to grow up and be mature once I turn 18 and I just can't do it. I mean I know my baby has stuff to deal with and do with his own life but I am dealing with so much I can't deal with all of it there's just so much going on I feel like I'm going to explode and I have no one. It's like a 'bite off more than I can chew' kinda situation. I feel totally and completely alone and like I'm losing my mind like I've gone completely insane.

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