Save me from myself please
Cuz my mind is such a disease
I want to feel alive and free again
But sometimes I wonder whenMy life is such a disaster
That I sometimes wish it'd move faster
I can be such a depressed person
But when asked questions very certainI feel like in life I'm going under
Because I so deeply loved her
Now I'm beginning to wonder
I might have misjudged herBut here we are side by side
Now for each other we will provide
You always feeling so damn moody
But still to me you looking like a cutieYou say I am such a beauty, a sight to behold
To bad to you I was sold
I dont wanna be sad forever
To bad all I am to you is a way to release pent-up pleasureI wonder what my life would be like if I were alive inside
To bad depression became my friend and I learned to pretend
I used to wonder what life would feel like if I was truly happy
But sadly all I get offered is a sugar-daddyI loved how wild and care-free I used to be as a child
To bad growing up I was only used by men to be defiled
I used to be the child who made mistakes but fixed them
Now Im just a child who doesnt care or fit in
I wanted to be my daddies little girl forever
Now I'm just some mistake to him
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
Short StoryIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...