The way I was used

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Save me from myself please
Cuz my mind is such a disease
I want to feel alive and free again
But sometimes I wonder when

My life is such a disaster
That I sometimes wish it'd move faster
I can be such a depressed person
But when asked questions very certain

I feel like in life I'm going under
Because I so deeply loved her
Now I'm beginning to wonder
I might have misjudged her

But here we are side by side
Now for each other we will provide
You always feeling so damn moody
But still to me you looking like a cutie

You say I am such a beauty, a sight to behold
To bad to you I was sold
I dont wanna be sad forever
To bad all I am to you is a way to release pent-up pleasure

I wonder what my life would be like if I were alive inside
To bad depression became my friend and I learned to pretend
I used to wonder what life would feel like if I was truly happy
But sadly all I get offered is a sugar-daddy

I loved how wild and care-free I used to be as a child
To bad growing up I was only used by men to be defiled
I used to be the child who made mistakes but fixed them
Now Im just a child who doesnt care or fit in
I wanted to be my daddies little girl forever
Now I'm just some mistake to him

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