Dedicated To: Taylor Maroon
I'm bad with emotions
Maybe cuz my heart was always chained up
I'd rather have loved then lost it all
Than to not have loved at all
Because I wanted to be open with you
But I'm bad at showing affection
I use to be scared and try to break the fall
That's why over and over again I stalled
My arms are open for you
But then you get close and I push you away like a hurricane
I wanna be all in, for you and me
So I try, but I run before I'm caught
My arms are open for you
But when you get close I push you away like a hurricane
I mean I'm bad with emotions
Maybe cuz my heart was always chained up
I mean you and me together again
Guess it's just a dream and never reality x3
I try to hide because self-sabotage is my camouflage
I'm still bad with emotions
So I never know what to say
Which is probably why my hearts always in pain
I mean I think I'd rather hide and pretend my pain away
Then to actually face you when I'm not ready and so unsure of myself
Nobody said it would be easy
But I'm okay
I mean beauty will always fade
But scar's are here to stay
I mean I'm bad with emotions
But that's because my hearts meant to be broken
I mean nobody said It'd be that simple to fix
That's why I'm gonna jump at the chance to kiss you
I'm gonna show you how hard I want to make this work
Your gonna know how much I love and miss you
Even if were broken and hurting inside
I'm never gonna leave you again x2
Because every time I choose to walk away
I actually decide to stay
I mean your meant to free a heart that was never truly meant to be locked away
Like how were not meant to stay apart
I do wish to restart with you
But that's not just my choice to make ya know
So lets get together and talk
We get to decide the ending to the new beginning of our story
Friends or Lovers
Your the one to decide
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
Kısa HikayeIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...
