I'm hurting so badly
But hiding the pain behind a mask
Im talking, I'm borderline screaming
But never being heard by anyone
Im so tired wanting to just sleep forever
But not yet giving into death
I may look like I'm living
But I'm actually straight up dying inside
Im happy and am so bubbly
But I just don't feel like myself sometimes
Im so lonely and feel so damn alone
Because I dont wanna be a burden to no one so I isolate
Im so sad and in pain all the time
Cuz I want everyone else to be happy instead of me
Im so mad sometimes
But I have to hold back not wanting to hurt anyone
I say I'm ok and doin fine
But in reality I'm lost and can never be found
Im crying in misery every night
Only able to remember all the bad they've done to me and put me through
Im in so much pain never finding relief
But I'm not allowed to be in pain only allowed to learn from it
Im breathing and talking
But only to be poisoned by the ones I love
Im caring about and loving everyone
But I'm only being betrayed and hurt in the end
Im listening to others
But I only hear about how I'm a mistake and should never have been born in the first place
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
Historia CortaIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...
