You just don't get it do you? Why the hell does no one get it? I don't give a damn when you tell me your here for me anymore, because it no longer helps because every person who ever said they were there for me left me in the end saying I was to much and they didn't wanna help me anymore. All I truly need is for someone to literally hold me and say that stuff to my face and just hold me and actually stay when they say they'll be there for me and not leave me when the going gets tough. And telling me over text that I'll be fine and that life will get better will never be helpful nor actually help a person and you telling me you care for me means nothing if you won't come to me in person and say that stuff to my face and actually hug me or something show me your words aren't all you have show me you mean it by saying it then doing it okay. I mean it's like giving me hope whenever you say these things because I will believe you right away, and then it's like playing a game of tag where you take my hope away and if I want it back I have to tag you but i can never catch up to let alone tagging you. It's like playing a game of tag but with my hope and all I'm doing is chasing it for all of eternity till I finally catch it but humanity is long gone so it's completely useless and that's when i realize what despair is. And this little game was all caused by me stupidly believeing in you just to find out I never had it to begin with did I?
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
PovídkyIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...
