I built a safe room
I don't let no one in there
So this part of my house
No one's been in it for years
Because if I did
There's this chance that they might disappear on me
And I admit I am emotionally scared
To let anyone inside
Because I know I will not be able to provide
If I still fail because I already tried
Sadly I was never supplied with what I needed
As I grew up I was only given reasons to hide
I mean I was never big on my pride
But I was always denied it
I always knew what they implied when they talked behind my back
Which is why I always hid in my room and cried
But you know I was always pushed aside
I mean that's completely beside the point
I'm not implying what you think I implied
So for you I guess I'll just have to be your guide
I mean why are you never on my side
I may have always been the type of child who defied
But for you I also always complied
So now I wait for the pain you caused me to subside
Because on you to much I relied
Now because of them, I found you lied
The one I trusted the most is now the one who's misguided
Though you used to be the one I was tied to
Now your gonna be the one I shied away from
Instead of the one I counted on your the one I lost hope in
What you taught me were misapplied in life
But now what I went through is what describes me
I reapplied the things I went through to who I am
And I found myself where I never thought I would
I now know who I am and what defines me
But what defines you is
What your provided in life like experiences people and feelings
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Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)
Short StoryIt's just a bunch of songs I wrote when I was feeling mad or sad or extremely happy and motivated. Their just a bunch of lyrics formed from my emotions. I mean I was trying to figure out how to express myself so I started using rhymes to begin with...
