Hidden Feelings Book 1 (Poetry) (Journaling)

I'm Scared

I used to sleep with no covers
But over the time span of a year
Things happened to me that never should have
Without my permission
And I became scared and anxious out of fear
I felt so naked without my covers after that
My brother always came into my room at night
And played with me in inappropriate ways
And I became so scared I froze up every time
So he would not be mad and hurt me again
Because when I tell him no or to stop he hurts me
But after five years of this I got used to it all
But soon he found himself someone else a girlfriend
That he later came to marry
She changed him and he forgot me and left me alone after that
But threatened me not to tell his girlfriend
About his past with me or else I'll ruin his life