I Felt Betrayal

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Everything was perfect
knew this love was worth it
Till you left me broken just to be with her
You were gay
And I was now far away

Not homophobic
Just hurt and so damn for it
Wishin I had been the one to make you feel loved
To bad I was the one who made you feel the need to run

If not for me and that new guy you met you'd still be mine
To bad for me you choose him cuz i was a waste of your time
I wanted to love you unconditionally
But you wouldn't let me sayin cuz of me you lost your dignity

Now I'm not so sure about my serenity
Because of you everyone looks at me now with pity
Who would have though you had left behind your city
Now I'm feeling kinda fidgety

But because of you I have lost all sense of time
I shall now go commit for you the greatest crime
And with this crime I hope you feel sublimed
Now that your gone I can drink some wine
Because from now on you shall be declined

You thought that you were fine
And through you I was defined
Well I have news through you I was not designed
But instead I was able to find a sign and way out

So because of you I was set free and made a friend
Who made me feel yet all so divine
Sadly it could not be you but instead my oldest friend
Who had helped me realize it was not my end

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