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Last Christmas I gave you my heart

Dear Diary!

Life seems just perfect. I have a lot of plans for thi Christmast Break (as we call it in Sweden). This friday we went to F after school and watched Knight and Day, with Tom Cruise and Cameron Diaz, that movie is great. Well after that I took the bus home, just that the bus was 20 minutes late! F*CKN bus ... and I now I´m sitting here skyping with O. And I'm ill, and I´m kinda angry with that fact.

Today I made some Christmast candy with my sister and M, we had a good time. And playing a game named Finans ( you can compare it to monopoly ). I´m looking foward to this week actually. I´m going to meet S, C, LW, L, J, and A to just have a good time and catch up. Since L went to another city to study I havent talked a lot to her. But well, you never lose a good friend, no matter distance. And then I´m going to be a trainer for younger ones, and after that, going shopping with M! It's the big sale after Christmast!

This new years eve is going to be spent at O. Last year they came to us. O is my childhood friend, and me, him and H maybe are going to US! So exciting!

Well, I´m thinking about J, when I shouldn't. Is that a sign that I love/ loved him? I just imagined how thing COULD be, if I confessed my love for him, if that day I didn't tell him to stop teasing and just annoy me. I think I should move on. I just feel SO ... after? S have a boyfriend. Although she's going against her parents...

So glad it's break, I feel like I need to cool my brain off because it's going at a speed of light.

XOXO