Online Diary

Yesterday is not ours to recover, but tomorrow is ours to win or lose.

Dear Diary!

Have you ever thought, that everyday is a new chance? To prove something, or to get something done. It´s never too late to start. I´ve been thinking about overweight people, because I saw a video. It was an overweight man talking about how his friends made fun of him or teased him because they wanted him to realize that he had to lose some weight. In my opinion, that is good in a way, but also negative. I think that its good that those people is caring, but I think that they should realize that it´s the wrong way. They didn't have to approach the subject in that way because it hurts. It hurts to hear people tease you, especially about your weigt. This is coming from a girl. I hate it. Some days I just think that I should eat less, or skip melas actually. I hate getting told that I´m getting fat. But then a part of me know that I´m not overweight. This is stupid, but I want gap between my thighs. I know many girls want this, and that it´s not good to be that skinny but hey! Many other girls want to be that girl right? But then, you have to choose between food or skinny.

I really can´t believe that it´s two weeks until school starts again. The past week has been amazing, filled with laugher with my new and old friends. I almost died with laugher when my childhood friend H, was supposed to throw her shoes to get some fruits we were trying to get in the night - instead her shoe went up to the tree and stayed there haha. So my little sister suggested that she should throw her other shoe in order to get the other down - guess what - it also got stuck haha!

I´m a crazy fan right now, just so you know. All I need to say is 5 Seconds of Summer. I´m becoming a stalker lol! I created a twitter account just to watch their twitcam.

xoxo

thebigdreamer