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Letting go is hard, but sometimes, Holding on is harder.

Dear Diary!

Hey, yeah, it´s been a while since I´ve updated. Guess why? I´ve been busy. On top of that, I´ve hurt my arm. So, this weekend I went to a camp for badminton trainers. And I just can´t forget about that guy, L from MBK. He´s gotten more handsome since I saw him last time lol. And every girl just thinks that he´s hot. I think he knows it too, just that he doesn't say it. And gosh, I can't stop thinking about him.

So, lately I´ve been watching a chinese drama named Prince of Lan Ling. Help me because I´m obsessed. It´s so good I can't stop watching, and I´m totally in love with the songs. The story is way back in time. And is actually based on a true story. It´s about fate, love, friendship and family. I don´t think I ever cried so much watching a drama.

If the eyes were covered, then can the pain go away as well?

Can you take the mask off, and still be cruel?

If I hadn’t met you, then I wouldn’t have believed

That in life there is the will, the will to keep on loving

Love can let us know each other and our wishes, since we are each others’ lives

And confirm that heaven has a destiny for each of us

Love can allow us to know each others hearts, and touch each others soul

But it can’t not fight against our fate written in the falling stars

I belong to you, to your destiny

I no longer belong to my destiny

I don’t want a life (without you) I don’t want to wake up

I want to hold on to you silently in my dreams

Love has written my history

It can not predict my destiny

The life you’ve given me, in the next life, my life will still be yours

Though, I have to admit, the lyrics sound better in chinese. Well, I have to go to sleep, I´ll just update later to calm my heart.