Dear Diary!
So, I guess we all at some point of our life have thought about that special group in society that life that "gossip girl" life. Maybe not excaly "gossip girl" but I would say close enough. Sometimes I get jealous, you know. They get all that fancy stuff life LV, Chanel and just things you can just dream about. And what piss me off the most? They´ve done nothing to earn it. In all, they´re just some people that are lucky because they parents make a lot of money. Now, to make things clear - I would not say that my parents are poor, because I know they aren´t - but they don´t make THAT much money so I could buy that fancy stuff. All these kids do is to fool around, party and they simply don´t care about their grades. They laugh when they fail something- what´s with that attitude? Now I cannot say that everyone is like that, but the majority in the city where I live is like that. But i´ve guess I just got to accept the truth. I mean, I´m happy with what I have, because I know that I could´ve had it worse.
So things just have been intense with school lately. I can´t wait til I graduate and move on to the next stage of my life. I just can't wait to discover the world and meet new people. Perhaps love. I feel like here, I´m expected to be a certain person. I mean, I´ve known some of my classmates since first grade and ... yeah you get it. And also, I feel like they don´t know me. Sometimes, I just feel like not smiling. I´m always the smiling girl, and it´s hard. It´s so much behind that smile. I´m not just that "smart" asian everyone thinks I am.
xoxo
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AventureJust a not so regular 18 years old girl trying to discover the world. To be old and wise, you first have to be young and stupid. Loyal to my friends and true to myself. Musiclover, sporty and a nerd. This is my story, follow me through my journey to...
