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Nostalgia

Dear diary!

talk about old times, i just watched a drama from 2010. That was 3 years ago. I don't know why but it sends me back with a thousand tons of emotions. Never had I expected my path. A kiss should only be shared with someone you love, yet I still kissed people because of truth of dare. Call me old fashioned, but that is my thoughts about a kiss. I did something I think was wrong, and I don't know if I regret it. Not that I loved the people I kissed that night, but a kiss doesn't mean anything unless you want it to. A kiss not a big deal, yet I´m always thinking about that night. What will everyone think of me? I wanted to change everyones' view on me - I don't want to be that boring girl that refuse to do anything. If you´re in the game, you´ve accepted everything. I wonder how my life would look like if I was born in another place. Like USA or Taiwan. The lands of possibilties, where I fit in, where I would belong. Sometimes, when I´m here I feel like I don't belong. It may sound ridiculous but I find that asian people understand me and I have more fun with them. Sometimes it's just cold.

xoxo

thebigdreamer